If you are real religious or easily offended don’t read this one. I warned you.
Ok- if you are still reading now, make sure you follow it through until the end… there is His point.
I have a confession. I went to a movie when we were in Greenville…one of my favorite female actresses was in it. I went to ECU with her- and she and I were in dance classes together, although I knew her as Sandy- and of course- she was just a normal college person, doing normal college things.
Anyhow… I knew there was a questionable scene- but in my mind I rationalized (always, always, always a mistake) because I knew the questionable moment was an “accident”…and I had checked with SEVERAL folks that had seen it and there were no sex scenes or even murmuring of pre-marital sex. Ok I thought… I’ll go see it. It’s not an R rated movie…
Long story- but it gets even worse- I took my mother and my kids. Now if you know what movie I am talking about…
Nobody told me that there was a STRIPPER in this movie. Remember, we only watch Reba and Sid the Science Kid…
The male stripper comes into the picture and I am completely shocked, sweating, melting into my seat and bending Selah’s head down so her eyes don’t see this. I AM FREAKING OUT AT THIS POINT and Selah yells, of course during a quiet part… and if you know Selah, she knows how to yell, “Mommy, you are breaking my neck at all the evil parts.”
Oh great, now I am going to be arrested for exposing my child to pornography AND causing her bodily harm.
So with a sore neck and unbelievable conviction in my spirit- we left. Selah- mommy made a big mistake(Psalm 101:3). It just wasn’t good….
Oh my. Can I pray the blood of Jesus over this? Can I ask for forgiveness? Yes, yes I can. I sure learned a lesson here.
But onto the real stripping lesson… the real point…
Hebrews 12:1 Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset [us], and let us run with patience the race that is set before us,
When I read that several years ago… this is what I heard the Lord say… Strip off everything that holds you back from My purpose.
So I put this verse in my kitchen in NC. I saw it every day for many years. I thought about it every day. I spoke it over my life every day.
God listened. Ok- He always listens…
Did I even know what I was praying???? Maybe not, but God did.
After the miracle of Selah Grace (we tried for nine years for our second miracle…another post all together), Gene, the leader of our family, shared that the Lord told him that I was going to stay at home now…This had been a dream of mine for years…
Strip- I didn’t know my desire would be painful. I left a job I loved, working daily with one of my best friends, teachers whom I had mentored, taught and truly cherished. And…the daily confirmation that I was worthy. Just being real…you don’t get that kind of feedback from a newborn and a soon to be tween at the time.
Lots more stripping there- no room in bank account for shopping sprees- big family vacations…
New job in Atlanta…strip…no longer comfortable, leaving my family, my friends, our amazing church, our dream home that we built and designed and moving into a house half the size…boy did we strip off some actual stuff just to fit into that house in Atlanta!
Whew- finally comfortable in Atlanta- wonderful church family- growing in Him- love the area- God knitted relationships with like-minded families. By now, I don’t even like shopping malls- but The Mall of GA is right in the neighborhood!
Position dissolved. Strip…Gas prices rise…strip…things are tight…this is not working…strip…this can only work if God steps in. BINGO.
Move to, where? New Jersey? Really? God, are You sure You know what You’re doing here- I mean- we are involved with a wonderful church- we are all growing in You…we’ve already been through this moving test thing. Skylar has a network here of God fearing cool kids… I don’t want to go, but I will choose to remember your faithfulness.
Literal shock. A two bedroom town home that rents for $400 more a month than our GA cottage, I mean house, payment. And we are living on a turnpike across from a toll station. People don’t smile around here and they don’t talk to you and I am freezing my tail off! We prayed about this Lord…we were seeking you Lord…where did we go wrong???
Strip, strip strip.
A few stripping lessons:
God is not interested in your comfort, he is interested in building your character. This sounds cliche- but I have lived it out.
The stuff in life is not important. At one point, this year, we almost moved into a camper(needed to get off the turnpike)- I am not exaggerating- my husband said- it has granite. I said honey, if I cared about granite, I wouldn’t be considering living in a camper!
God knows what He is doing and everything, everything is Father filtered. This life is but a moment…He has eternity in mind. Romans 8:28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
God is everywhere, even in New Jersey, which by the way, is becoming home- now that is a manifested miracle- and, there are nice folks up here!
Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, and today, and forever. Hebrews 13: 8 When all hell is breaking lose around you, hold on to that.
If I hadn’t gone through major marriage problems…I wouldn’t know Him as the God of restoration.
If mom hadn’t gone through cancer and had a stroke…I wouldn’t know Him as healer.
If I hadn’t gone through secondary infertility for NINE years…I wouldn’t know Him as the God who heals me.
If we hadn’t moved…I wouldn’t know Him as the God who is with me, literally everywhere I go.
If I hadn’t gotten rid of my “stuff” mentality and Gene hadn’t lost his job, I wouldn’t know Him as my provider.
And finally, if God had not led us to make take a huge leap of faith, going from a two income family to a stay at home mom family, I would have never had the revelation of my position in Christ (Ephesians 2) and that my worth is all about Him (Galatians 1:10)... not to mention the daily blessings I am experiencing with my two princesses!
He really is all that and more. And if you hold on while things are breaking off…I promise, He offers living water, joy ... in the land of the living, and even better... into eternity!
I asked to be stripped…and when we, get down to nothin, He is still there…all powerful and mighty and He gets the glory cause there is no other explanation.
And living for His glory…I wouldn’t change a thing. That’s His point.
Psalm 27:13-14
13I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.
14Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Bubbles, Play Dough & Pancakes...Out of a job?
This post is for busy moms and dads that want to make every minute matter. So many days I have felt like I was just going through the motions...and the day was going by, consumed by things that didn't matter (can you guess where that lie came from?).
I developed a little list that I try to accomplish everyday with my youngest princess (have goals for myself & Skylar too...I'll share later) I think this list would be very appropriate for most 2-5 year olds during the summer months and actually as I think about this- it is exactly what I did with Skylar as she continued into her 5-10yr stretch. If you are homeschooling- you could add a few things during your school time during the year. This keeps me in check- am I getting the big rocks in first? At the end of the day- I know that Kingdom seeds are being planted.
Everyday Fun:
• His Word (this might be Scripture memory, an activity or a Bible story)
• Art Activity (craft, coloring, painting, etc..)
• Books (old favorites and some new, soon to be favorites)
• Cooking (this can be helping me prepare one of the daily meals, making a snack or a special recipe)
• Helping (aka chores)
• Movement(we don't have a yard- most folks don't need to plan for this!)
Science, math and everything else in between gets covered over and over if I stick to these! Many times they overlap...a Scripture lesson might also be an art activity...And... Skylar, my teenager, joins in for most of these in between Algebra and Facebook!
As this goes to press... Selah and I made pancakes together this am. As she was stirring the dry ingredients together they "whoofed" all over the counter. Her little eyes looked up up and said..."Oh no- am I out of a job??????"
Oh my... another lesson, "No honey there is something called grace and you most definitely are not out of a job!"
We pushed it all back in the bowl(five second rule...yall know my counter was clean!) and had a great lesson about unintentional accidents verses doing something "on the purpose", aka sin on a mission!
Enjoy your kids today. Don't believe the enemies lies that the time we spend with our kids is insignificant. Ask Him to weave in Kingdom seeds in everything you do...from bubbles to pancakes!
The fashion diva in me just has to share that yes, Princess Selah picked out her outfit and although you can't see the bottom of this ruffle mania it does, in fact, spin.
Recipes:
I am convinced if you have bubbles and play dough kids can play for hours! Wanted to share a few recipes that we have really enjoyed over the years. The Bubble recipe is on the right hand side of blog under Bubble Fun.
Play Dough
1 c flour
1/4 c salt
2 T cream of tartar
1 c water
food coloring
1 T oil
Mix dry ingredients, add wet ingredients & heat over med (med low if you have flames), stirring the entire time.
It will look like a real mess but will quickly form a ball . Turn it out onto a floured surface- or I use wax paper(easy clean up). Store in a plastic container or bag. Lasts until green fuzzy mold starts growing...just kidding, toss after about a week.
The word "formed" appears 33x in the King James Bible. There are soooo many lessons you can incorporate with play dough! One of my personal favorites...
Isaiah 44:24 Thus saith the Lord, thy redeemer,and He that formed thee from the womb, I am the Lord that maketh all things; that stretcheth forth the heavens alone, that spreadeth abroad the earth by myself.
Good Start Pancakes (click to follow link to my other blog)
Praising Him for His Majesty inside YOU!
And picking playdough creations out of my computer keyboard...
Love-jananne
Monday, June 15, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
Friday, May 29, 2009
All The Granola in the World
Over the years I have learned a lot about the brain and the wonderful way God designed it. I have also learned a lot about our immune system and how it was designed, by the Ultimate designer, to repair itself- IF we would just treat it like the Temple it is.
I am not fearful of going home (that's Christianese for our real home, Heaven)- but while I am here I want to feel good. I want all His plans fulfilled for my life.
Sometimes we forget there is Joy in the land of the living(Psalms 56)!
I have a strong mom who has been healed from a high degree of hormonal cancer, survived a stroke and she has more energy now than I do! And just recently- my dad had some sort of mini stroke- and he is a very healthy guy! Both of my parents are in their early sixties (sixty just keeps getting younger- doesn't it?). I have high cholesterol and have since I was in my early twenties. So- I have an interest in this feeling good stuff .
God wants us to feel good too. Your body is His temple. He created you. He knit you together in your mother’s womb! He has mighty plans for you! I love the Lord's prayer. It is our ultimate example of prayer. Our Father... Your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven. Ok- there is no sickness in Heaven.
My nickname back in NC is granola. I’m ok with that, although I certainly don't always munch on granola as evidenced in my earlier posts!
Here a few practical tips…
Stay hydrated with H2O. It’s a must for optimal brain functioning, your brain is about 78% water. Studies show that most folks who have a heart attack or stroke were dehydrated at the time of the incident. Dehydration is also a major problem in our schools.
Oxygenate your blood. Get up and move. Cancer is not suppose to grow when your blood is oxygenated. Think Lance Armstrong. Optimal brain functioning is also correlated with movement. Moving impacts mood, learning, attention etc... and I am feeling convicted because I don't move enough...really even with a 3 year old at 42, I need to be intentional about this one.
Eat Smart- ok you already know I have a weakness for sweets- but I am working on it. Get your colorful veggies, whole grains, omega 3’s(did you know kiwis are full of omega 3’s??).
More tips later... but for now, there are some truths about health that are far more important than any factoids.
All the granola in the world cannot give you His joy and healing...
Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prospereth. 3 John 1:2 This truth not only speaks of our health, but also examining our spiritual condition.
Pleasant words are as a honeycomb, sweet to the soul, and health to the bones. Proverbs 16:24
What we speak and how we speak them over our situations and circumstances matters. We can't speak negativity into a situation and expect a positive outcome!
Then shall thy light break forth as the morning, and thine health shall spring forth speedily: and thy righteousness shall go before thee; the glory of the LORD shall be thy reward. Isaiah 58:8
The "then"part of that verse is God sharing that He wants our true worship... not religious legalism. A close examination of Isaiah 58 reveals that He wants us to get right with our brothers and sisters, share bread with those in need, cover those who are hungry... and then He shares the blessings that come from a life of worship. Worship isn't just what we do on Sunday- it is how we live every moment for Him.
So being a real health nut is about serving Him in our every moment with worshipful living.
I know what you are thinking, cause I am thinking it too- I'll never measure up. I can't always live a life of worship- life gets in the way, my flesh gets in the way.
You have a Helper who is continually transforming us into His image. Call to Him. Be real with Him. Spend time in His Word. He is attracted to your weakness and made strong!!!!! That is an awesome promise that I call on all the time!!!!!! You were not meant to do this life thing solo!!!!!
Here is a healthier option to our favorite taco fast food restaurant... NJ has a lot of GREAT Italian food- but so far haven't found a restaurant that serves up broccoli tacos (really I have never found a restaurant that serves a broccoli taco). I'll also share a link to a calorie/nutrition calculator if you are interested in that kind of thing! You would be amazed at how you can reduce the sodium and fat by just adjusting a few things...and by cooking at home!
Tortillas (makes about 12 )
Ingredients:
3 cups unbleached flour
2 tsp. baking powder
1/2 tsp. salt
4 Tbsp butter (shocker, I know- but I really believe a little of the real thing is better than a lot of chemicals)
about 1 1/4 cups warm water
Mix dry ingredients in a large bowl. Cut cold butter in with a fork, pastry cutter or just do it the old fashioned way and use your hands. Next, add warm water a little at a time until your dough is soft and not sticky. Knead the dough for a few minutes. Pull off pieces of dough and form into 12 dough balls. Let them rest for at least 10 minutes. You can also cover them and refrigerate. Heat a non stick pan or griddle. Set at medium to high heat. Roll out the dough with a rolling pin (fairly thin). Lay your tortilla on the hot griddle or skillet. It takes just a few seconds to cook. Flip to the other side. When they are done it should have lots of nice brown speckles. Stuff them with whatever you like- carrots, broccoli, almonds, low fat cheese, a little cayenne pepper. The possibilities are endless. And this is a quick recipe!! In less than 20 minutes you can have dinner on the table! Yum!
Ingredients:
3 cups unbleached flour
2 tsp. baking powder
1/2 tsp. salt
4 Tbsp butter (shocker, I know- but I really believe a little of the real thing is better than a lot of chemicals)
about 1 1/4 cups warm water
Mix dry ingredients in a large bowl. Cut cold butter in with a fork, pastry cutter or just do it the old fashioned way and use your hands. Next, add warm water a little at a time until your dough is soft and not sticky. Knead the dough for a few minutes. Pull off pieces of dough and form into 12 dough balls. Let them rest for at least 10 minutes. You can also cover them and refrigerate. Heat a non stick pan or griddle. Set at medium to high heat. Roll out the dough with a rolling pin (fairly thin). Lay your tortilla on the hot griddle or skillet. It takes just a few seconds to cook. Flip to the other side. When they are done it should have lots of nice brown speckles. Stuff them with whatever you like- carrots, broccoli, almonds, low fat cheese, a little cayenne pepper. The possibilities are endless. And this is a quick recipe!! In less than 20 minutes you can have dinner on the table! Yum!
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Momma in Hot Rod Saved by Fruit
There are times when we don’t feel like being Christ- like. Maybe someone has been inconsiderate. Maybe someone has been unreasonable. Maybe just downright mean. Maybe deceitful.
But Jesus tells us to turn the other cheek (Matt 5:39). Esteem others more than yourself (Phil 2:3).
Sometimes being like Jesus calls us to do crazy things- like showing genuine love for someone who has hurt you or someone you love. Notice I didn’t say- throw them a fake smile- pretend like you like them- tolerate them-be nice in front of them- He said- LOVE- so if He is living inside me- then I will love them. I don’t know how- it is Him- His supernatural power.
The alternative is revenge.
Keeping it real, I got cut-off today in NJ traffic. Really cut-off. Like, I must still have something to do for Jesus cut off- because there is no other explanation for me or my car still being in one piece.
And at first- it was a “how could you” feeling- and then I almost slipped into I’m going to get them- yea right, can you picture me, with my hot rod Kia mini-van chasing down someone on the NJ turnpike??? Not exactly a mafia ride!!!
And then- I kid you not- I heard- “Do not revenge, but love (Lev 19:18). Not revenge, but blessing. (1 Peter3:9).
So I prayed- and not for them to get a ticket-OK, I thought about it- but I prayed for peace to reign in their hearts and for protection.
He calls us to love- even our enemies (Luke 6:35).
He commands us to do well in the sight of all men (Romans 12:17). This doesn’t translate into co-dependency- but rather Jesus pleasing.
I think it is partially a matter of trust. So many times I have really messed up putting my trust into another human. His word clearly states- TRUST IN ME WITH ALL YOUR HEART(Prov 3:5). Well- there is not another part left to trust with if all your heart is trusting Him. Remember- He is in the boat (Mark 4:37-41)!
And partially a matter of self-control, rather, His control. Anger only gives territory to the devil. If I find myself getting angry- I breathe in and out and just keep seeking the Lord- keep praying that I want Jesus to renew my mind and give me a clean heart(Psalm 51:10.) Only He can do that. I can’t even do that. He is the fruit producer!
But when the Holy Spirit controls our lives, he will produce this kind of fruit in us: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness (Galatians 5:22).
May you always be filled with the fruit of your salvation--those good things that are produced in your life by Jesus Christ--for this will bring much glory and praise to God. Philippians 1:11
I promise you don’t want any bitter roots growing in you- God likens an angry man to a city without walls (Pr 25:28).
I trust Him to fight my battles- He calls me to love.
I trust Him to fill the voids- to heal the hurts of angry car drivers- He calls me to love.
I trust Him to protect- He calls me to love.
There was a time in my marriage which I didn’t like my husband and He didn’t like me- can anyone relate??? I was a controlling snob- He had a major drinking problem. My Christian counselor told me that I needed to make my husband- the leader of our family. What came next shocked me. I said, “He doesn’t deserve it.” He said- doesn’t matter- you put all your trust in the Lord and love your husband. God will do the rest. AND GUESS WHAT-HE DID!!!!!!
Wow- He calls me to love.
I have had folks (that is southern for people) ask me- how do you forgive so freely?? I've had a few really good mentor forgivers- my mom being one.
And then there is JESUS! It is only because of how He has forgiven me. I am the poster child for forgiveness. If Jesus could forgive a wretch like me… I’ll love, love, love and forgive, forgive, forgive. I just am so thankful for His amazing grace.
I heard a pastor put it like this..."When we don’t forgive we end up being tortured. The worst prison in the world is the prison of an unforgiving heart. If we nurture feelings of bitterness we become inmates of an internal prison of our own construction."
So the next time someone cuts you off or ticks you off, or does you wrong (this is starting to sound like a bad country song), just remember a couple of things:
He forgave you with the only condition attached being that He would continue to LOVE on you for eternity (John 3:16).
If you choose to be angry or bitter you are handing yourself over to the enemy (Ephesians 4:27).
You don’t want to go there- really, unless you are into hot flashes of a mega magnitude.
Kidding aside- Just ask our sweet Holy Spirit to lead you- He can turn a prideful, bitter, revengeful heart into juicy fruit!
And another plus-juicy fruit will seriously save you from chronic high blood pressure, heartburn and a multitude of other health problems. It really will.
Praising Him-
jananne
But Jesus tells us to turn the other cheek (Matt 5:39). Esteem others more than yourself (Phil 2:3).
Sometimes being like Jesus calls us to do crazy things- like showing genuine love for someone who has hurt you or someone you love. Notice I didn’t say- throw them a fake smile- pretend like you like them- tolerate them-be nice in front of them- He said- LOVE- so if He is living inside me- then I will love them. I don’t know how- it is Him- His supernatural power.
The alternative is revenge.
Keeping it real, I got cut-off today in NJ traffic. Really cut-off. Like, I must still have something to do for Jesus cut off- because there is no other explanation for me or my car still being in one piece.
And at first- it was a “how could you” feeling- and then I almost slipped into I’m going to get them- yea right, can you picture me, with my hot rod Kia mini-van chasing down someone on the NJ turnpike??? Not exactly a mafia ride!!!
And then- I kid you not- I heard- “Do not revenge, but love (Lev 19:18). Not revenge, but blessing. (1 Peter3:9).
So I prayed- and not for them to get a ticket-OK, I thought about it- but I prayed for peace to reign in their hearts and for protection.
He calls us to love- even our enemies (Luke 6:35).
He commands us to do well in the sight of all men (Romans 12:17). This doesn’t translate into co-dependency- but rather Jesus pleasing.
I think it is partially a matter of trust. So many times I have really messed up putting my trust into another human. His word clearly states- TRUST IN ME WITH ALL YOUR HEART(Prov 3:5). Well- there is not another part left to trust with if all your heart is trusting Him. Remember- He is in the boat (Mark 4:37-41)!
And partially a matter of self-control, rather, His control. Anger only gives territory to the devil. If I find myself getting angry- I breathe in and out and just keep seeking the Lord- keep praying that I want Jesus to renew my mind and give me a clean heart(Psalm 51:10.) Only He can do that. I can’t even do that. He is the fruit producer!
But when the Holy Spirit controls our lives, he will produce this kind of fruit in us: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness (Galatians 5:22).
May you always be filled with the fruit of your salvation--those good things that are produced in your life by Jesus Christ--for this will bring much glory and praise to God. Philippians 1:11
I promise you don’t want any bitter roots growing in you- God likens an angry man to a city without walls (Pr 25:28).
I trust Him to fight my battles- He calls me to love.
I trust Him to fill the voids- to heal the hurts of angry car drivers- He calls me to love.
I trust Him to protect- He calls me to love.
There was a time in my marriage which I didn’t like my husband and He didn’t like me- can anyone relate??? I was a controlling snob- He had a major drinking problem. My Christian counselor told me that I needed to make my husband- the leader of our family. What came next shocked me. I said, “He doesn’t deserve it.” He said- doesn’t matter- you put all your trust in the Lord and love your husband. God will do the rest. AND GUESS WHAT-HE DID!!!!!!
Wow- He calls me to love.
I have had folks (that is southern for people) ask me- how do you forgive so freely?? I've had a few really good mentor forgivers- my mom being one.
And then there is JESUS! It is only because of how He has forgiven me. I am the poster child for forgiveness. If Jesus could forgive a wretch like me… I’ll love, love, love and forgive, forgive, forgive. I just am so thankful for His amazing grace.
I heard a pastor put it like this..."When we don’t forgive we end up being tortured. The worst prison in the world is the prison of an unforgiving heart. If we nurture feelings of bitterness we become inmates of an internal prison of our own construction."
So the next time someone cuts you off or ticks you off, or does you wrong (this is starting to sound like a bad country song), just remember a couple of things:
He forgave you with the only condition attached being that He would continue to LOVE on you for eternity (John 3:16).
If you choose to be angry or bitter you are handing yourself over to the enemy (Ephesians 4:27).
You don’t want to go there- really, unless you are into hot flashes of a mega magnitude.
Kidding aside- Just ask our sweet Holy Spirit to lead you- He can turn a prideful, bitter, revengeful heart into juicy fruit!
And another plus-juicy fruit will seriously save you from chronic high blood pressure, heartburn and a multitude of other health problems. It really will.
Praising Him-
jananne
The Measure of Success
Please make sure your volume is turned up on your computer and that the pop out player(scroll all the way to the bottom of this blog) is playing , This Little Light of Mine...this song is for you.
The measure of your success is not in an EOG it is G-O-D!!!
For those who are not familiar with EOG, it is NC’s end of grade test. And although this post is dedicated to all of the administrators, teachers, teacher assistants, parents and students who have experienced this test and all that comes with it… the truths here can be applicable to any situation or circumstance that results in you being at the end of your rope…job loss,financial stress, health problems, marriage problems, etc…
I have been receiving reports of children that passed the NC EOG miraculously and I have danced and thanked Him. Some were kids that were told they would be retained if they didn’t pass. Praise be to God for those miracles!!!!!
I have also had some of you share stories of tears and fears concerning teachers and students who have worked so hard throughout the year, trying their best to pass, only to come up short.
That’s tough- but it is not the end of HIS- story.
There are definitely consequences from taking Jesus out of our public schools. There is no doubt.
But -do not think God is punishing your efforts to do His work. That is not how He operates!!!
There is HOPE…
Eph 3:20 Now glory be to God! By His mighty power at work within us, He is able to accomplish infinitely more than we would ever dare to ask or hope for.
1Ti 4:10 We work hard and suffer much in order that people will believe the truth, for our hope is in the living God, who is the Savior of all people, and particularly of those who believe.
I want to encourage those of us who still work in the public domain. You are in HIS harvest field.
HE IS WITH YOU. HE HAS SENT YOU. HE WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU OR FORSAKE YOU. THAT IS HIS PROMISE NOT MINE!!!!
I was reminded today, that not only is God the God of the mountain tops-but He is also the God of the bottom.
Read Deuteronomy 33:27. “The eternal God is thy refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms….”
His arms are underneath you – even when you are at your lowest point.
His arms are underneath you!
After Jesus was resurrected- He gave us a command. Go and teach all nations… and then He gave you a promise. “I am with you always, even to the end of the world.” That means even in the public schools where He is not welcome. He has always done His best work where He has not been welcome. Think of Calvary!!!!!!
Have you loved them with His love? Have you been Jesus with skin on to your students this year. Have you planted kingdom seeds in their lives????
That is success the world doesn't know how to measure.
Little is much when God is in it!
Your worst day is loaded with benefits. Psalm 68:19. Pastor reminded us this morning of a couple in our church who were involved in a terrible car accident two years ago on the way to church that resulted in the death of their 16 year old son. Can you imagine? And yet Pastor said he looks up and sees their daughter now- singing in the choir- and he knows how they are able to go on… even on our worst days, He loads us with benefits...He is our strength...He is more than enough.
Jesus can supernaturally bless your children, your students. He is the same today as He was yesterday and that He will be tomorrow. He is alive in you! That is supernatural power at your disposal to be used for His glory. Don’t stand defeated. Speak victory over your circumstance, over your children, over His plans for their lives. Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things NOT SEEN!!!!!!! You may not see their potential. The EOG may not show their potential- But I promise you who sees it- JESUS!!!!!!
Don’t let an EOG score determine their future- your God is bigger than that.
Now- this also needs to be a time for you to reflect- what could I do differently next year???
Ask Him.
I suggest you really get alone with Jesus- get in His word- spend some time listening. We are all, always being transformed. Be teachable. His way is always the best. There are always things to learn. Remember- He may tell you some things you don’t want to hear- but He always speaks in love- He will never cut you down- that is not Jesus speaking. Be careful who you listen to.
The good news is His mercy is great (Lamentations 3:22) and joy comes in the morning (Psalm 30:5)!!!! He can cover and restore what you can’t. (Joel 2:21, 25-26). He is made strong in your weakness (2 Cor 12:9)- so soak in Him and all His goodness.
Now that is good news…go shine His light!!!!!!!
The measure of your success is not in an EOG it is G-O-D!!!
For those who are not familiar with EOG, it is NC’s end of grade test. And although this post is dedicated to all of the administrators, teachers, teacher assistants, parents and students who have experienced this test and all that comes with it… the truths here can be applicable to any situation or circumstance that results in you being at the end of your rope…job loss,financial stress, health problems, marriage problems, etc…
I have been receiving reports of children that passed the NC EOG miraculously and I have danced and thanked Him. Some were kids that were told they would be retained if they didn’t pass. Praise be to God for those miracles!!!!!
I have also had some of you share stories of tears and fears concerning teachers and students who have worked so hard throughout the year, trying their best to pass, only to come up short.
That’s tough- but it is not the end of HIS- story.
There are definitely consequences from taking Jesus out of our public schools. There is no doubt.
But -do not think God is punishing your efforts to do His work. That is not how He operates!!!
There is HOPE…
Eph 3:20 Now glory be to God! By His mighty power at work within us, He is able to accomplish infinitely more than we would ever dare to ask or hope for.
1Ti 4:10 We work hard and suffer much in order that people will believe the truth, for our hope is in the living God, who is the Savior of all people, and particularly of those who believe.
I want to encourage those of us who still work in the public domain. You are in HIS harvest field.
HE IS WITH YOU. HE HAS SENT YOU. HE WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU OR FORSAKE YOU. THAT IS HIS PROMISE NOT MINE!!!!
I was reminded today, that not only is God the God of the mountain tops-but He is also the God of the bottom.
Read Deuteronomy 33:27. “The eternal God is thy refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms….”
His arms are underneath you – even when you are at your lowest point.
His arms are underneath you!
After Jesus was resurrected- He gave us a command. Go and teach all nations… and then He gave you a promise. “I am with you always, even to the end of the world.” That means even in the public schools where He is not welcome. He has always done His best work where He has not been welcome. Think of Calvary!!!!!!
Have you loved them with His love? Have you been Jesus with skin on to your students this year. Have you planted kingdom seeds in their lives????
That is success the world doesn't know how to measure.
Little is much when God is in it!
Your worst day is loaded with benefits. Psalm 68:19. Pastor reminded us this morning of a couple in our church who were involved in a terrible car accident two years ago on the way to church that resulted in the death of their 16 year old son. Can you imagine? And yet Pastor said he looks up and sees their daughter now- singing in the choir- and he knows how they are able to go on… even on our worst days, He loads us with benefits...He is our strength...He is more than enough.
Jesus can supernaturally bless your children, your students. He is the same today as He was yesterday and that He will be tomorrow. He is alive in you! That is supernatural power at your disposal to be used for His glory. Don’t stand defeated. Speak victory over your circumstance, over your children, over His plans for their lives. Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things NOT SEEN!!!!!!! You may not see their potential. The EOG may not show their potential- But I promise you who sees it- JESUS!!!!!!
Don’t let an EOG score determine their future- your God is bigger than that.
Now- this also needs to be a time for you to reflect- what could I do differently next year???
Ask Him.
I suggest you really get alone with Jesus- get in His word- spend some time listening. We are all, always being transformed. Be teachable. His way is always the best. There are always things to learn. Remember- He may tell you some things you don’t want to hear- but He always speaks in love- He will never cut you down- that is not Jesus speaking. Be careful who you listen to.
The good news is His mercy is great (Lamentations 3:22) and joy comes in the morning (Psalm 30:5)!!!! He can cover and restore what you can’t. (Joel 2:21, 25-26). He is made strong in your weakness (2 Cor 12:9)- so soak in Him and all His goodness.
Now that is good news…go shine His light!!!!!!!
Monday, May 11, 2009
What Matters Most
What an awesome night. Thank you all for coming and sharing your time with Him. The praise was rockin, the Truth spilling & He was in the house for sure! What a wonderful inhabitation. We cannot even imagine the fruit that will come from those intentional prayers!!!!!
I am trying to figure out how to post the PowerPoint- until I do- here is most of our corporate prayer :
We pray with a Matthew 17:20 believing spirit!
And Jesus said unto them, ... If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.
Lord we delight in you. We give you thanks in all things. We seek your Kingdom first. Help us to focus each day on what matters most. Matt 6:33
Lord I pray that you help us plant seeds of peace and reap a harvest of goodness in our lives. In our classrooms, our families and with our colleagues. James 3:18
Lord help us to really love these children that you have placed in our lives. Especially the least of these. Matt 25:40
Holy Spirit, you are attracted to our weakness. You teach all things, please use us and work through us. 2Cor 12:9 John 14:26
Help us to to fulfill your purpose in our lives as we walk in the fear of the Lord and the comfort of the sweet Holy Spirit to share your good news. Acts 20:24, Acts 9:31
Lord I pray for each of our students to know who You are and for them to accept you as Lord of their lives. 1 John 2:2
Lord teach them to fear You. Proverbs 9:10
I pray for protection in each of their lives. I pray you assign angels to guard them, keep them in your ways, encamp around them .Psalm 91
I pray that your glory is revealed to them in a way they cannot miss. Exodus 24:17
I pray Lord for your sweet Holy Spirit to comfort them and for you to impart a peace that allows them to always do their best unto You (John 14:15-16).
I pray that no weapon formed against them will prosper. Isaiah 54:17
I pray that your plans for them will be realized in Jesus name. Jer 29:11
I rebuke and bind any ill spoken word towards them and cancel those words by the Blood of Calvary. Proverbs 18:21
You are awesome God- we thank You. We love you!
In agreement with sisters and brothers in Christ that love on children. AMEN
I am trying to figure out how to post the PowerPoint- until I do- here is most of our corporate prayer :
We pray with a Matthew 17:20 believing spirit!
And Jesus said unto them, ... If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.
Lord we delight in you. We give you thanks in all things. We seek your Kingdom first. Help us to focus each day on what matters most. Matt 6:33
Lord I pray that you help us plant seeds of peace and reap a harvest of goodness in our lives. In our classrooms, our families and with our colleagues. James 3:18
Lord help us to really love these children that you have placed in our lives. Especially the least of these. Matt 25:40
Holy Spirit, you are attracted to our weakness. You teach all things, please use us and work through us. 2Cor 12:9 John 14:26
Help us to to fulfill your purpose in our lives as we walk in the fear of the Lord and the comfort of the sweet Holy Spirit to share your good news. Acts 20:24, Acts 9:31
Lord I pray for each of our students to know who You are and for them to accept you as Lord of their lives. 1 John 2:2
Lord teach them to fear You. Proverbs 9:10
I pray for protection in each of their lives. I pray you assign angels to guard them, keep them in your ways, encamp around them .Psalm 91
I pray that your glory is revealed to them in a way they cannot miss. Exodus 24:17
I pray Lord for your sweet Holy Spirit to comfort them and for you to impart a peace that allows them to always do their best unto You (John 14:15-16).
I pray that no weapon formed against them will prosper. Isaiah 54:17
I pray that your plans for them will be realized in Jesus name. Jer 29:11
I rebuke and bind any ill spoken word towards them and cancel those words by the Blood of Calvary. Proverbs 18:21
You are awesome God- we thank You. We love you!
In agreement with sisters and brothers in Christ that love on children. AMEN
Saturday, April 25, 2009
This Is Not What I Ordered...
I served Selah her dinner about a week ago- and that is what she said. "This is not what I ordered". Not in an ugly way- she was sweet and sincere and had a respectful tone.
I served her some light turkey sausage(that's a hot dog at our house) and some corn. Her favorite. But she said, "This is not what I ordered. I wanted a broccoli taco."
OK-now I know. I need just to tell God- this is not what I ordered!!!!!!!
So- here it goes. And I have to be honest- as I am writing and praying, I am "crying my eyeballs off" as Selah would say.
Dear Jesus-
I am praying this with a sweet spirit. This is really not what I ordered. I am not angry. I know you love me. I know I am very blessed in so many ways. I thank you Jesus that my husband is so wonderful, that you have blessed us with two amazing girls. Thank you that my husband loves his job and that You have provided for us. Thank you Jesus.
But this is not what I ordered. I ordered to be south! Close to our families- close to my sweet mom. I want to be near her. Dad was just in the hospital- nothing major, but I couldn't be with him Jesus. I miss friends that you have knit me together with. I miss my church family- I miss them more than words and tears can describe.
Jesus, you know Skylar has close friends in two southern states- good kids that God placed in her life from wonderful families. Do you know how hard it is for a teenager to move in a span of two years? Yes you do , I know. I am reminded of all of the military families- my heart goes out to them. I know I need to appreciate the sacrifices those families make for our freedom- not just in battle- but in day to day living. Please Lord be with them.
We passed this moving test once. Please Lord- could I have what I ordered? And close proximity to a Harris Teeter or a Publix would be nice. Just kidding, kind of- a smiling, familiar face in at the grocery counter means a lot more to me now Jesus. Sorry I took that one for granted.
Jesus- I love you and I thank you that I can be real with you always. I know you love me too. You love us all so much! Thanks for all you do in spite of my shortfalls. And thank you for listening. I 'm so glad that you are always with me. Thank you sweet Holy Spirit for comforting me.
And thanks Jesus for reminding me, just now, what I ordered.
"Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37:4
You are my Portion.
In your name I pray Jesus. Amen
If you are wondering if I gave in and fixed Selah a broccoli taco- I didn't. I can't remember if she ate her "hot dog" at this very moment- but I think she finally did.
It is a hard lesson for us to learn isn't- even as adults. Sometimes we don't get what we ordered, or what we think we ordered! Our loving Daddy in heaven is not trying to torture us. He loves us and knows what's best.
He tells us not to complain(Phil 2:14). You know why? It doesn't do you or anyone else around you any good. And it doesn't get you what you ordered. Talk to Him instead. He is a really good listener, I promise.
He tells us to rejoice (Phil 4:4)- always. Ok I am- but is it cool to rejoice with tears? Yes, He said. I know Jesus understands tears- He shed some for you and me one night in a garden. I can't forget those. You just don't need to let those tears take you away from His purpose...
He tells us that He is our strength (Psalm 18:2).
And- that if we are seeking Him- we will not miss Him (2 Chronicles 15:2)
He can use you anywhere.
He is everywhere
and He knows everything.
And He loves us with an incomprehensible love. His love for us is the driving force behind His every move and has been since before time began.
As our pastor reminded us- we are not on a cruise ship playing shuffle board. We are on a battle field. And if you are praying for the Lord to use you... sometimes it is not easy.
But Lord- I just want to tell you- I know it is worth it.
Praising Him and no longer crying my eyeballs off-jananne
I served her some light turkey sausage(that's a hot dog at our house) and some corn. Her favorite. But she said, "This is not what I ordered. I wanted a broccoli taco."
OK-now I know. I need just to tell God- this is not what I ordered!!!!!!!
So- here it goes. And I have to be honest- as I am writing and praying, I am "crying my eyeballs off" as Selah would say.
Dear Jesus-
I am praying this with a sweet spirit. This is really not what I ordered. I am not angry. I know you love me. I know I am very blessed in so many ways. I thank you Jesus that my husband is so wonderful, that you have blessed us with two amazing girls. Thank you that my husband loves his job and that You have provided for us. Thank you Jesus.
But this is not what I ordered. I ordered to be south! Close to our families- close to my sweet mom. I want to be near her. Dad was just in the hospital- nothing major, but I couldn't be with him Jesus. I miss friends that you have knit me together with. I miss my church family- I miss them more than words and tears can describe.
Jesus, you know Skylar has close friends in two southern states- good kids that God placed in her life from wonderful families. Do you know how hard it is for a teenager to move in a span of two years? Yes you do , I know. I am reminded of all of the military families- my heart goes out to them. I know I need to appreciate the sacrifices those families make for our freedom- not just in battle- but in day to day living. Please Lord be with them.
We passed this moving test once. Please Lord- could I have what I ordered? And close proximity to a Harris Teeter or a Publix would be nice. Just kidding, kind of- a smiling, familiar face in at the grocery counter means a lot more to me now Jesus. Sorry I took that one for granted.
Jesus- I love you and I thank you that I can be real with you always. I know you love me too. You love us all so much! Thanks for all you do in spite of my shortfalls. And thank you for listening. I 'm so glad that you are always with me. Thank you sweet Holy Spirit for comforting me.
And thanks Jesus for reminding me, just now, what I ordered.
"Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37:4
You are my Portion.
In your name I pray Jesus. Amen
If you are wondering if I gave in and fixed Selah a broccoli taco- I didn't. I can't remember if she ate her "hot dog" at this very moment- but I think she finally did.
It is a hard lesson for us to learn isn't- even as adults. Sometimes we don't get what we ordered, or what we think we ordered! Our loving Daddy in heaven is not trying to torture us. He loves us and knows what's best.
He tells us not to complain(Phil 2:14). You know why? It doesn't do you or anyone else around you any good. And it doesn't get you what you ordered. Talk to Him instead. He is a really good listener, I promise.
He tells us to rejoice (Phil 4:4)- always. Ok I am- but is it cool to rejoice with tears? Yes, He said. I know Jesus understands tears- He shed some for you and me one night in a garden. I can't forget those. You just don't need to let those tears take you away from His purpose...
He tells us that He is our strength (Psalm 18:2).
And- that if we are seeking Him- we will not miss Him (2 Chronicles 15:2)
He can use you anywhere.
He is everywhere
and He knows everything.
And He loves us with an incomprehensible love. His love for us is the driving force behind His every move and has been since before time began.
As our pastor reminded us- we are not on a cruise ship playing shuffle board. We are on a battle field. And if you are praying for the Lord to use you... sometimes it is not easy.
But Lord- I just want to tell you- I know it is worth it.
Praising Him and no longer crying my eyeballs off-jananne
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Sweeter Than Honey
Psalm 119:103
How sweet are thy words unto my taste! Yea, sweeter than honey to my mouth!
Now you know honey is sweet!
How sweet are thy words unto my taste! Yea, sweeter than honey to my mouth!
Now you know honey is sweet!
I have learned two things from my little Selah. One- everything is better drenched in honey. Everything. The other epiphany – just as important in her little world- all clothes must spin (but that is another post all together).
I just want to encourage you today. His Words are healing balm. Sweeter than anything this world has to offer.
Several years ago, my marriage was in real danger. My mother was diagnosed with the highest degree of cancer. I had a new job working about 60 hours a week and I had a small child. I had little hope.
One of my mentors, Kenny Jenkins, from Covenant Church in Greenville, shared with me that there were unclaimed promises in His Word. He told me to read the Word and God would reveal them to me.
We all walk through trials in this world. The Word does not say if, it says when!
“When you go through deep waters and great trouble, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown! When you walk through the fire of oppression, you will not be burned up; the flames will not consume you.” Isaiah 43:2
I had tried self help books- conferring with friends, secular counselors-focusing on the “positive”. All those avenues led me to the same place, they might have worked short term- but after awhile I was still a mess.
There is a blessed hope. (Titus 2:13).
Now, over ten years later- I can share that I have learned to stand on His Word, not on circumstances or opinions of well intentioned others. His Word will never fail you.
I know this. I have seen it manifested in our lives.
Here are a few of the promises I have realized through the power of His Word which is all powerful(Hebrew 4:12):
A peaceful habitation… Isaiah 32:18
Forgiveness …Luke 17:4, Col 3:13
A peace during severe storms and peace in just day to day living that is incomprehensible in the flesh...John 14:27
Healing from cancer, infertility, insecurity... 1 Peter 2:24, James 5:16… Luke 8:47, Psalm 37:4
Deliverance from addictions! ...Matt 17:20-21
Deliverance from fear… Mark 5:36
Protection …Psalm 28:7, Psalm 91
Power over the enemy …Luke 10:19
Development of faith …Luke 12:28
Assurance that it is all right, even when all things are not right!...Mark 4:37-41
I could go on and on!!! He is your ever present help Psalm 46:1!
Forgiveness …Luke 17:4, Col 3:13
A peace during severe storms and peace in just day to day living that is incomprehensible in the flesh...John 14:27
Healing from cancer, infertility, insecurity... 1 Peter 2:24, James 5:16… Luke 8:47, Psalm 37:4
Deliverance from addictions! ...Matt 17:20-21
Deliverance from fear… Mark 5:36
Protection …Psalm 28:7, Psalm 91
Power over the enemy …Luke 10:19
Development of faith …Luke 12:28
Assurance that it is all right, even when all things are not right!...Mark 4:37-41
I could go on and on!!! He is your ever present help Psalm 46:1!
There is no other explanation – He is sovereign, His Word is powerful! Read it and see- taste the sweetness that is sweeter than honey!
BEE drenched in the Word!
Praising Him-jananne
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Glory to Glory
Glory to Glory
2 Corinthians 3:18
But we all, with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord.
Going from glory to glory requires leaving glory.
God never closes one door without opening another door, but as my pastor has shared, it's hell in the hallway!
I am learning that going through something doesn't mean necessarily that the devil is messing with you- God just might be up to something. Have you been craving more of His presence in your life? Hold on, chances are there is a breaking coming.
Pastor Ricardo recently shared insight into a scripture that immediately connected with my spirit. In Matthew 14:16-21, Jesus told the disciples to feed the crowd. He first blessed the bread and then He BROKE the bread. There was a breaking before the sending, before the miracle. We like to live in the blessing, it is not so fun to be broken.
I want to encourage you today if you are broken or you are in the process of breaking. There is hope. There is supernatural Superglue! He will put you back together again in a miraculous way if you will let Him. This season you are going through has a purpose. It is so you (and I) will be changed into His image.
I want to be real- it is not an easy thing to go through and all hell may come against you because the enemy knows that the Kingdom is advancing when there is brokenness. You may be tempted to crawl into bed and stay there. You may hear the enemy whispering things- your life is over, your marriage is over,your children's future is ruined, you'll never..., your best days are over.
Now it is time to party- when you hear those lies- RECOGNIZE the enemy and start whirling the Word back...
No weapon formed against my family will prosper. I know you have plans for us and I pray that each one is fulfilled. I will be thankful in all things. Shake those things from me that are not of You! You know how I should act and think Lord- reign in my mind. I know you are there. I know you will never leave me. I know you will rescue me. I pray you are glorified. I praise you Lord!You are the source of my joy! Isaiah 54:17. Jeremiah 29:11, Hebrews12:27, 1Thessalonians 5:18, Job 12:13,Hebrews 13:5, Psalm 107:28-29
Please surround yourself with Jonathan friends that don't feed into your carnal fears.
I recommend fasting and prayer during this season. Remember fasting is all about getting closer to God- aligning our will, with His perfect will and living in His presence.
Leaving Georgia was hard- arriving to NJ was harder. I don't know why we are here in NJ- but we are and I have two choices. I can be depressed and concentrate on the dozen or so low end hotels and two major highways that are right across the street from our home here in NJ, while I reflect about our church I miss so much, our friends I miss so much, and remember the cows, goats and rolling hills that surrounded us in GA,
or
I can think about the opportunities God has for us here.
I have to be intentional.
God shares with us in Psalm 51 that He wants our thanks- He has mine. He wants His promises fulfilled in our lives. Whew- we are on the same page! And then He adds, I want you to call me in your times of trouble so I can rescue you and you can give me glory!
Call on Him.
I want to share one personal story that gives Him glory. We have survived two job losses this year- TWO. We have been blessed during this past year in ways I cannot even describe. The entire family has definitely grown closer to Jesus- no doubt! We, despite two job loses have paid off debt and my husband has a new, used car that is paid for. God has been intentional to place some solid Christian friends in our lives. He has strengthened relationships with our brothers and sisters in Christ, despite miles that may separate us. Blessings, blessings, blessings.
Then, at the end of the 2008, we were hit with news of an appraisal for our house in GA that was $77,000 dollars less than we paid for it. Our builder in GA had apparently gone under during our relocation process. This would result in a balance of $27,000 owed to the bank if we accepted the buy out from the relocation company. We were told that there was little hope that anything else could be done. We also had to come up with another house payment, in addition to the rent in NJ(which by the way is much higher than our house payment in GA), until everyone involved figured out what to do. We are living in different times my friends- but that is another post, another day. This was the second month we were making a rent payment and a house payment. As you can imagine- things didn't look good. Were we literally facing fore closer or bankruptcy- what is this going to do to the girls future???
But I was reminded- our God is still in the miracle business. He is supernatural. I called my prayer partner mom and along with her faith filled prayers, I literally cried out to Him last Tuesday night- more like a scream- Jesus, I know you are there- I know you have plans for us and I pray that they are fulfilled. Help us- we are at the end of our rope- we need you! I have faith that you will fix this. I thanked Him and then my family and I went to an amusement park- right down the street(yes, we are surrounded by hotels, discount liquor stores, a toll station, bus stop, gas station, truck stop and an amusement park!!!) We had a wonderful evening. I did not let the enemy trick me.
I will tell you that prayer was answered last night in a way that only could be God. Didn't come in the form of a family gift...or a lottery ticket. He is our lottery ticket! He has taken care of our financial needs concerning the rent and the house payment duo! He is an on time God.
Make sure you call on Him. Glory is coming!
2 Corinthians 3:18
But we all, with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord.
Going from glory to glory requires leaving glory.
God never closes one door without opening another door, but as my pastor has shared, it's hell in the hallway!
I am learning that going through something doesn't mean necessarily that the devil is messing with you- God just might be up to something. Have you been craving more of His presence in your life? Hold on, chances are there is a breaking coming.
Pastor Ricardo recently shared insight into a scripture that immediately connected with my spirit. In Matthew 14:16-21, Jesus told the disciples to feed the crowd. He first blessed the bread and then He BROKE the bread. There was a breaking before the sending, before the miracle. We like to live in the blessing, it is not so fun to be broken.
I want to encourage you today if you are broken or you are in the process of breaking. There is hope. There is supernatural Superglue! He will put you back together again in a miraculous way if you will let Him. This season you are going through has a purpose. It is so you (and I) will be changed into His image.
I want to be real- it is not an easy thing to go through and all hell may come against you because the enemy knows that the Kingdom is advancing when there is brokenness. You may be tempted to crawl into bed and stay there. You may hear the enemy whispering things- your life is over, your marriage is over,your children's future is ruined, you'll never..., your best days are over.
Now it is time to party- when you hear those lies- RECOGNIZE the enemy and start whirling the Word back...
No weapon formed against my family will prosper. I know you have plans for us and I pray that each one is fulfilled. I will be thankful in all things. Shake those things from me that are not of You! You know how I should act and think Lord- reign in my mind. I know you are there. I know you will never leave me. I know you will rescue me. I pray you are glorified. I praise you Lord!You are the source of my joy! Isaiah 54:17. Jeremiah 29:11, Hebrews12:27, 1Thessalonians 5:18, Job 12:13,Hebrews 13:5, Psalm 107:28-29
Please surround yourself with Jonathan friends that don't feed into your carnal fears.
I recommend fasting and prayer during this season. Remember fasting is all about getting closer to God- aligning our will, with His perfect will and living in His presence.
Leaving Georgia was hard- arriving to NJ was harder. I don't know why we are here in NJ- but we are and I have two choices. I can be depressed and concentrate on the dozen or so low end hotels and two major highways that are right across the street from our home here in NJ, while I reflect about our church I miss so much, our friends I miss so much, and remember the cows, goats and rolling hills that surrounded us in GA,
or
I can think about the opportunities God has for us here.
I have to be intentional.
God shares with us in Psalm 51 that He wants our thanks- He has mine. He wants His promises fulfilled in our lives. Whew- we are on the same page! And then He adds, I want you to call me in your times of trouble so I can rescue you and you can give me glory!
Call on Him.
I want to share one personal story that gives Him glory. We have survived two job losses this year- TWO. We have been blessed during this past year in ways I cannot even describe. The entire family has definitely grown closer to Jesus- no doubt! We, despite two job loses have paid off debt and my husband has a new, used car that is paid for. God has been intentional to place some solid Christian friends in our lives. He has strengthened relationships with our brothers and sisters in Christ, despite miles that may separate us. Blessings, blessings, blessings.
Then, at the end of the 2008, we were hit with news of an appraisal for our house in GA that was $77,000 dollars less than we paid for it. Our builder in GA had apparently gone under during our relocation process. This would result in a balance of $27,000 owed to the bank if we accepted the buy out from the relocation company. We were told that there was little hope that anything else could be done. We also had to come up with another house payment, in addition to the rent in NJ(which by the way is much higher than our house payment in GA), until everyone involved figured out what to do. We are living in different times my friends- but that is another post, another day. This was the second month we were making a rent payment and a house payment. As you can imagine- things didn't look good. Were we literally facing fore closer or bankruptcy- what is this going to do to the girls future???
But I was reminded- our God is still in the miracle business. He is supernatural. I called my prayer partner mom and along with her faith filled prayers, I literally cried out to Him last Tuesday night- more like a scream- Jesus, I know you are there- I know you have plans for us and I pray that they are fulfilled. Help us- we are at the end of our rope- we need you! I have faith that you will fix this. I thanked Him and then my family and I went to an amusement park- right down the street(yes, we are surrounded by hotels, discount liquor stores, a toll station, bus stop, gas station, truck stop and an amusement park!!!) We had a wonderful evening. I did not let the enemy trick me.
I will tell you that prayer was answered last night in a way that only could be God. Didn't come in the form of a family gift...or a lottery ticket. He is our lottery ticket! He has taken care of our financial needs concerning the rent and the house payment duo! He is an on time God.
Make sure you call on Him. Glory is coming!
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
An Invitation, Living in His Presence
December 18,2008
Driving north on 85. Away from Atlanta. Away from our church, away from our friends. My eyes are swollen from the tears. Remember His faithfulness I keep saying to myself.
Crossing into South Carolina, I hear little Selah…
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus??
Mom, He can’t hear me.
Yes He can, close your eyes and pray to Him. I know that He will let you know that He hears your prayers. Under my breath- Lord, please let her know that You hear her.
Skylar and I tuned into her prayer, having no idea what she was about to pray…
Dear Lord, dear Lord, please forgive me. Save me from the Lake of Fire. Come live in my heart. I want to live with you in heaven. Best of all, I want to play with you and be with you. Bless me from the tweep of my toes to the tweep of my bottom. Amen.
How precious. What a memory to have crossing over. What a message of His continuous goodness. More tears- but all good. All about Him.
An Invitation, Living in His Presence
Earlier that morning, Selah had heard Skylar and me talking about Heaven. Selah was surprised to learn that not everybody goes to heaven. That must have gone deeper into her than I realized. I have never talked to her about salvation. We talk about His love and about how He wants us to choose blessings and not cursings…But she heard His truth and must have felt a nudge from our sweet Holy Spirit and she accepted His invitation. I know she is three- but she gets it, I am sure. If you know Selah, you know, she gets it.
Saved, saved from what? Saved from the eternal lake of fire that no one wants to think about. Saved from a lifestyle that will cause pain and take you away from His love and goodness.
How can a God who is love send me to a lake of fire? He doesn’t- you send yourself.
Saved, how can I be saved? Not by how good you are, but by a choice you make to accept His invitation. His light and presence are available to you.
There is no shadow in His presence. No shadow? What does that mean? When you are surrounded by His light and He lives in you, you are changed. Not about a list of I can’ts, or I have tos- but you will be transformed by the power of His blood!
His power is transforming- that means life changing. You are not the same. And the closer you get to Him, the more you become like Him. The things in this world will lose their flavor- your appetite will be for more of Him. You’ll crave the Son, and the more you experience Him, the more of the old you will burn off.
What does more of Him mean? More peace, more love, more miracles, more healing and the favor of His presence will be upon you.
Does it mean I won’t have problems? No.
Does it mean I won’t have sadness? No.
Does it mean that the devil will leave you alone? Certainly not.
It does mean that you will have supernatural power supplied by God almighty through His son and the gift of the Holy Spirit, who dwells in each believer, who accepts the Savior as Lord of their lives to deal with everything the world is throwing at you!
You will get through it. Your attitude will be different. Your hope will be alive.
If you are still breathing, He has a plan for you and He has extended an invitation to you.
Another reality check- there a lot of folks that go to church that are not saved. I grew up in the church and I was not born again until after the birth of Skylar in 1994. I did church things, read churchy books, talked about God- but I didn’t know Him as Savior.
Have you accepted Him as your Savior- are you experiencing His supernatural transformation?
It is not about legalism. It is not about religion- it is about His presence in you. Bring an offering of worship to the King, who was born of a virgin, in a manger, died on a cross and rose on the third day. He is alive and He has given you an invitation to spend eternity with Him.
You might have a lot of party invitations this holiday season, or maybe you don’t. But everyone has been given one invitation.
Jesus was sent to earth so that you could have an invitation into His presence.
What party are you going to? You have a choice. He paid a price and He has a wonderful table set for you!
If you want to be transformed and accept the invitation to the best holiday party in town, pray this prayer:
Jesus, I believe that you were born of a virgin, died on the cross and rose on the third day. I confess that I am a sinner and I ask for your forgiveness. I acknowledge that there is no other way into Your presence but by the penalty you paid on the cross of Calvary. I want Your Spirit to dwell in me. I want You to be Lord of my life. I want Your peace, love and truth in every aspect of my being. I want to spend eternity with You.
If you prayed that prayer, sincerely, please contact me gzusnut@yahoo.com. I’m already praying for you.
Merry Christmas,
jananne
Driving north on 85. Away from Atlanta. Away from our church, away from our friends. My eyes are swollen from the tears. Remember His faithfulness I keep saying to myself.
Crossing into South Carolina, I hear little Selah…
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus??
Mom, He can’t hear me.
Yes He can, close your eyes and pray to Him. I know that He will let you know that He hears your prayers. Under my breath- Lord, please let her know that You hear her.
Skylar and I tuned into her prayer, having no idea what she was about to pray…
Dear Lord, dear Lord, please forgive me. Save me from the Lake of Fire. Come live in my heart. I want to live with you in heaven. Best of all, I want to play with you and be with you. Bless me from the tweep of my toes to the tweep of my bottom. Amen.
How precious. What a memory to have crossing over. What a message of His continuous goodness. More tears- but all good. All about Him.
An Invitation, Living in His Presence
Earlier that morning, Selah had heard Skylar and me talking about Heaven. Selah was surprised to learn that not everybody goes to heaven. That must have gone deeper into her than I realized. I have never talked to her about salvation. We talk about His love and about how He wants us to choose blessings and not cursings…But she heard His truth and must have felt a nudge from our sweet Holy Spirit and she accepted His invitation. I know she is three- but she gets it, I am sure. If you know Selah, you know, she gets it.
Saved, saved from what? Saved from the eternal lake of fire that no one wants to think about. Saved from a lifestyle that will cause pain and take you away from His love and goodness.
How can a God who is love send me to a lake of fire? He doesn’t- you send yourself.
Saved, how can I be saved? Not by how good you are, but by a choice you make to accept His invitation. His light and presence are available to you.
There is no shadow in His presence. No shadow? What does that mean? When you are surrounded by His light and He lives in you, you are changed. Not about a list of I can’ts, or I have tos- but you will be transformed by the power of His blood!
His power is transforming- that means life changing. You are not the same. And the closer you get to Him, the more you become like Him. The things in this world will lose their flavor- your appetite will be for more of Him. You’ll crave the Son, and the more you experience Him, the more of the old you will burn off.
What does more of Him mean? More peace, more love, more miracles, more healing and the favor of His presence will be upon you.
Does it mean I won’t have problems? No.
Does it mean I won’t have sadness? No.
Does it mean that the devil will leave you alone? Certainly not.
It does mean that you will have supernatural power supplied by God almighty through His son and the gift of the Holy Spirit, who dwells in each believer, who accepts the Savior as Lord of their lives to deal with everything the world is throwing at you!
You will get through it. Your attitude will be different. Your hope will be alive.
If you are still breathing, He has a plan for you and He has extended an invitation to you.
Another reality check- there a lot of folks that go to church that are not saved. I grew up in the church and I was not born again until after the birth of Skylar in 1994. I did church things, read churchy books, talked about God- but I didn’t know Him as Savior.
Have you accepted Him as your Savior- are you experiencing His supernatural transformation?
It is not about legalism. It is not about religion- it is about His presence in you. Bring an offering of worship to the King, who was born of a virgin, in a manger, died on a cross and rose on the third day. He is alive and He has given you an invitation to spend eternity with Him.
You might have a lot of party invitations this holiday season, or maybe you don’t. But everyone has been given one invitation.
Jesus was sent to earth so that you could have an invitation into His presence.
What party are you going to? You have a choice. He paid a price and He has a wonderful table set for you!
If you want to be transformed and accept the invitation to the best holiday party in town, pray this prayer:
Jesus, I believe that you were born of a virgin, died on the cross and rose on the third day. I confess that I am a sinner and I ask for your forgiveness. I acknowledge that there is no other way into Your presence but by the penalty you paid on the cross of Calvary. I want Your Spirit to dwell in me. I want You to be Lord of my life. I want Your peace, love and truth in every aspect of my being. I want to spend eternity with You.
If you prayed that prayer, sincerely, please contact me gzusnut@yahoo.com. I’m already praying for you.
Merry Christmas,
jananne
Friday, December 19, 2008
Monday, November 17, 2008
Here I Am
This journey to New Jersey has been a "growing in Him" experience for us. And you know with growing, there are growing pains! A few months ago, I was at the altar at our church in Georgia- amy prayer was "Lord, I want every blessing that you have for me."
Now, the world's idea of blessing and His idea of blessing can be very different!
Now, the world's idea of blessing and His idea of blessing can be very different!
I was saying to the Lord, I want You to work in me- I want Your ways, Your plans fulfilled, Your purpose for me executed!!! His ways are always higher than our ways! Isaiah 55:9. I said, "Here I am Lord, send me". Now He is sending!
You may have heard this song on Christian radio recently. The words have spoken to my heart and spirit. I pray you enjoy these words and that they minister to you in some way.
HERE I AM
by downhere
to listen: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JH1iYDWN3Ic
Sometimes Your calling, comes in a dream
Sometimes it comes in the Spirit's breeze,
You reach for the deepest part of me,
And call out for the things of eternity.
But I'm a man, of dust and stains,
You move in me, so I can say,
CHORUS:
Here I am, Lord send me,
All of my life, I make an offering,
Here I am, Lord send me,
Somehow my story, Is part of Your plan,
Here I am
When setbacks and failures, and upset plans,
Test my faith and leave me with empty hands,
Are You not the closest when it's hardest to stand?
I know that You will finish what you began.
These broken parts You redeem,
Become the song, that I can sing
(chorus)
Overwhelmed by the thought of my weakness,
And the fear that I'll fail You in the end,
In this mess, I'm just one of the pieces,
I can't put this together but You can.
Here I Am, all my life an offering to You,
Somehow my story is a part of Your plan
Here I am
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Irreversible Change
I shared this in 2008, but was prompted today to reread it myself! The transformation He promises is REAL! Above, is a painting I did for my sister's birthday card, many years ago. All about transformation...
So here is the 2008 post- enjoy!
Recently, Selah and I were studying irreversible change. We made applesauce to understand this concept. Selah tried to mash the raw apples and just got “frustrating”, as she would say. Then we placed the apples in a pot and added some heat. She was able to mash the apples and after adding cinnamon and butter, we had delicious applesauce.
As we enjoyed our applesauce, I couldn't help but think how we are constantly being “irreversibly changed” to be more like Him (Philippians 1:6). We need some mashing and some sweetness, from the love and heat of the Son!
I can imagine that those apples got really hot over that fire. Do you know that fire is a symbol of God’s power, presence and protection (see: Psalm 104:4, Jeremiah 20:9, Matthew 3:11, Luke 3:17 and Daniel 3:6)?
Are you over a flame right now? Sometimes He allows us to go through fire to be changed, to glorify His Kingdom. Getting hot, really hot, is not a lot of fun. It is not comfortable, you may not “feel” His presence and you may just feel the Son-burn!!! But you can be assured that He is there (Hebrews 13:5). We are often put in situations that require His strength, beyond anything we could do on our own. Sometimes it is a process of burning away what does not belong (Luke 3:17). My pastor shared recently that faith never dulls feelings. You can have tremendous faith- but your flesh may still be hurting. We must stay in the Word- it is life, make it a priority. Surround yourself with Scripture on index cards, sticky notes and carry a Bible with you everywhere! Search His book for promises. Stay connected to people that encourage you, not those that feed into or stir up fear or negativity! Continue to praise Him with every breath you take. I am sure there have been many people whom I have crossed paths with recently who think I talk to myself- but I have a praise in my mouth at all times!!!! Have an attitude of praise on your lips, in your step and in your spirit. That is a choice, not something that just happens. Death and life are in the tongue - so speak life from His Word into your situation (Proverbs 18:21). Do not believe the lies that the enemy will whisper or shout to you. If you are in a Goliath situation, praise will break the enemies hold! Greater is He that is in you than He that is in the world (1 John 4:4)!!! You will eventually see how His power, presence and protection carried you through the fire, when you do, be sure to give Him the glory.
A dragonfly is born colorless underwater. Once the dragonfly comes out of the water and emerges into light (and heat) of the sun, it changes and becomes colorful. Don’t you want to experience the transforming power of the Son?
Once we believe that Jesus died on Calvary for our sins and we ask Him to come into our hearts and reign as Lord of our life, you can be assured that you will change. Remember, it is a process (Philippians 1:6). Surrender daily! The end result will be beautiful and sweet. That is His promise.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Be Patient, James 5:7
I painted this pumpkin several years ago- and just today touched him up! As seasons are changing...I am in a season of being patient, as my husband and I discern God's will for the next move for our family.
When we have a vision that involves God's plans, we cannot expect to be able to achieve it on our own. Whew. God we need you.
And somehow I know that whatever His plan is for our lives- it involves sharing His love with others.
And somehow I know that whatever His plan is for our lives- it involves sharing His love with others.
"But life is not worth anything unless I use it for doing the work of telling others the good news about God's mighty kindness and love." Acts 20:24 TLB
How can you do that in your everyday walk? Use what gifts He has given you! Be available to the adversity and sometimes, inconveniences, that come from following after the True Prize! We are not all called to pastor! In everyday living, whether you are a student, a teacher, an athlete, a doctor, a grocery store cashier...God has gifted you in a special way to build His kingdom. If you are not sure what your dream is, spend more time with Jesus! He has a plan for you! God knew you before you were formed(Psalm 139)- He predestined us all to be in a relationship with Him, if we chose. You are so special to Him that He knows how many hairs are on your head (Matthew 10:30)! Seek His dream for your life- trust Him and with His help- be patient as your God sized dream comes true!
So, as my family and I wait to find out- whether we are staying in Georgia or moving to NJ, Florida, or Nashville...we are thanking Him for all things!!!
Praising Him Patiently! jananne
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Garment of Praise
How many of us ask, "why"? Why did I get that doctor's report? Why is my child struggling? Why is the economy in a mess? Why do I feel like everything is falling apart? Why did my husband lose his job? Look at the women in the painting, Garment of Praise, Isaiah 61:3.
Recently my friend Tonya shared with me how the Lord spoke to her heart about the Why? He told her, turn your why into a Y of praise. I didn't know then, how much I would appreciate that message. See, our sweet Jesus has a remedy for everything. He has given us the garment of praise for our heaviness(Isaiah 61:3). The enemy cannot inhabit your praises. Only Jesus!!!! Read 2 Chronicles 20 and discover how King Jehoshaphat turned on the praise! Notice something else in that account(this is a true story, you know!) In 2 Chronicles 20:12, this king admitted, we don't know what to do, the enemy is too big for us to deal with! Can you relate in 2008!!! And then added, "BUT OUR EYES ARE ON YOU GOD!" Praise, prayer,fasting and faith led King Jehoshaphat into victory! His enemies turned on each other! GOD FOUGHT THE BATTLE FOR HIM! When your arms are lifted up in praise, they cannot hold the weapons of anger, bitterness and un-forgiveness. Let Him fight for you- He'll win every time.
Keep your arms lifted to Him. Praise Him continually. I have started keeping praise music on in my house all the time- even at night- I might turn the volume down- but there are praises to Jesus going through my home 24/7. I also am learning how to have an attitude of praise. I cannot complain about a circumstance if I am living in continual praise (see Philippians 2:13).
So praise Him no matter what the circumstance may look like, Jesus is working behind the scenes. And remember, He will take the road that brings Him the most glory- that is our delight and our comfort.
Praising Him-jananne
Recently my friend Tonya shared with me how the Lord spoke to her heart about the Why? He told her, turn your why into a Y of praise. I didn't know then, how much I would appreciate that message. See, our sweet Jesus has a remedy for everything. He has given us the garment of praise for our heaviness(Isaiah 61:3). The enemy cannot inhabit your praises. Only Jesus!!!! Read 2 Chronicles 20 and discover how King Jehoshaphat turned on the praise! Notice something else in that account(this is a true story, you know!) In 2 Chronicles 20:12, this king admitted, we don't know what to do, the enemy is too big for us to deal with! Can you relate in 2008!!! And then added, "BUT OUR EYES ARE ON YOU GOD!" Praise, prayer,fasting and faith led King Jehoshaphat into victory! His enemies turned on each other! GOD FOUGHT THE BATTLE FOR HIM! When your arms are lifted up in praise, they cannot hold the weapons of anger, bitterness and un-forgiveness. Let Him fight for you- He'll win every time.
Keep your arms lifted to Him. Praise Him continually. I have started keeping praise music on in my house all the time- even at night- I might turn the volume down- but there are praises to Jesus going through my home 24/7. I also am learning how to have an attitude of praise. I cannot complain about a circumstance if I am living in continual praise (see Philippians 2:13).
So praise Him no matter what the circumstance may look like, Jesus is working behind the scenes. And remember, He will take the road that brings Him the most glory- that is our delight and our comfort.
Praising Him-jananne
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Sour Apple Sweet Savior
Selah and I recently investigated apples! I know, it is not quite apple picking season- but we were singing A- A, Adam...!!!! My teacher friends understand!!!! Part of our fun was to taste four different varieties of apples. Selah "predicted" that the red delicious apple would be the sweetest. She was right, of course! When she tasted the Granny Smith apple- her lips puckered and she said in her sweet "free" (3)year old voice,"That is sooooo sour!" The Holy Spirit prompted me to cut the apple in half. I asked Selah, "What do you see?" "A Star!" she replied. I told her that Jesus was our Morning Star. We studied how the star resembled the cross. I reminded her of how sour the apple had been. Sometimes that is how we act. Selah calls this acting yucky! We are a lot like that sour apple- but we have a sweet Savior on the inside named Jesus, who died on the cross for our "yuckiness". I want her to be reminded in all things what our sweet Savior did for us! After our special apple tasting time. I took the apple pieces and soaked them in salt water so they would not turn "yucky". I thought- we must soak in the salt so we don't turn "yucky"!!! We need to be at our best and full of His flavor to be His light in a dying world.
Salt [is] good: but if the salt have lost His saltness, wherewith will ye season it? Have salt in yourselves, and have peace one with another. Mark 9:50
God Bless you all. Praising Him like no one is watching-jananne
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Encourage One Another
I am so thankful to the Holy Spirit, who teaches me daily, inspires me hourly... The painting, Encourage One Another, is a favorite of mine. We all need sheltering trees! Friends in our lives that will get down on their knees and lift us up to our King Jesus! This painting was inspired by the Holy Spirit as I was encouraged by one of my dearest friends, Sarah, who encourages me often with His Word and her intercessory prayers.
Be blessed as you encourage others! jananne
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
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