Harvest, Victory and Rain

As I was teaching Selah Grace about the early Thanksgiving celebrations in America, I discovered that the governors would decree a day to give thanks in three areas: a bountiful harvest, victories in battles & drought ending rains.

There is something about having an attitude of thanks. Giving thanks to God changes circumstances and releases miracles!


Jonah gave thanks...he was spit out of a horrible circumstance, Jesus gave thanks...thousands were fed. Ten lepers, one with a thankful spirit- they all got healed, but he was made whole in every area! Jesus gave thanks and his friend Lazarus rose from the dead. The Last Super was blessed- thanks was given and the miracle of salvation followed!

No matter what you are going through- GIVE THANKS! 1 Thess 5:18

This year, let's be intentional about giving thanks in these three areas-harvest, victories in battles and the refreshing rain that our sweet Holy Spirit brings. Before I get to turkey stuffin' and cooking-I'm going to spend some time at the feet of Jesus sharing my thanksliving proclamation!

^{Ephesians 5:18-21}...Be filled with the Spirit, addressing one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody to the Lord with your heart, giving thanks always and for everything to God the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, submitting to one another out of reverence for Christ.

Philippians 4:6
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.

If your harvest has not manifested- give thanks. Your harvest may include seeing a loved one saved. Maybe it includes a provisional need- a job, a physical need-a healing....maybe you are praying for deliverance, restoration. HOLD ON TO HOPE. His name is JESUS! Don't limit your thinking to what is possible with man. Take the little bit that you have and give thanks (2 Kings 4:1-7)! Put away all complaining(Phil 2:4) and put on thanks!

If you are in a battle, not yet won- thank Him any how! Victory is coming. With God ALL things are possible ( Matt 19:26, Mark 9:23, Mark 10:27, Mark 14:36). That is not a catchy Christianese phrase. IT IS TRUTH ( See these posts for encouragement in battle: Attracting Attack, Fire in the Kitchen , Neckline Slimmer and Smart Phone Encounter).


If you are dry- in need of a shower from a Higher power, give thanks. Seek Him. Desire- we gotta be thirsty! He promises:
I will pour water upon him that is thirsty, and floods upon the dry ground.

Isaiah 44:3

DRENCH ME LORD!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Thanksgiving!!!!!! Praising Him and keeping a "thank You" on my lips, love-jananne.

*We started this tradition several years ago- 7 to be exact. Everyone at the table takes turns reading the following verses from the Word. We all read the last verse together and then enjoy our celebration meal!!!!!

Isaiah 55:9 Thank You God for knowing all there is to know.
Psalm 150:2 Thank you God for all the awesome, miraculous things You do!
John 14:3 Thank You Jesus for promising to return one day soon!
Psalm 139:14 Thank you God for creating me.
Psalm 103:11 Thank You God fro showing us mercy!
Psalm 130:3-4 Thank You God for forgiving me.
Jeremiah 31:3 Thank You God for loving me.
John 14:26 Thank you Holy Spirit for teaching us all things.
Romans 5:6 Thank You Jesus for dying for me.

Let everything that has breath praise the Lord...to the end that my glory may sing praise to You and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give thanks to You forever. Psalm 150:6, Psalm 30:12

Daddy, Please Come Get Me!

A lot of friends have asked me two questions recently- how do you let Skylar travel all around the world? And... from those her knew her growing up, How does she stay away from home that long? Well, to be real, it is not easy! One of my favorite quotes is by Corrie Ten Boom- it goes something like this… "The center of His will is our only safety.” “Safe” is not defined necessarily as the absence of danger. It is defined as being right where He wants us to be, doing what He created us to do. I’ll never forget putting her on a plane for the first trip. She was only fourteen and she was traveling across the country by herself, stopping in Dallas, switching planes and then on to CA, then Mexico. After she boarded- no joke, I heard the liar, the devil- say ,"Really, you are going to trust Jesus to get her there?" And the liar continued to remind me of all of the awful things going on in the world- even some things in my world that didn't make sense at the time.

I spoke out loud in the Raleigh-Durham airport with arms raised to Heaven- My God is her shield, He is her Rock! Angels will be encamped around her(Psalm 91, 34:7, 2 Samuel 22:3) I had a knowing- that no matter what, Her Daddy God would have her in His eternal arms. And yes- I am sure the folks around me in the airport thought I was a freak- I am! That is peace. Knowing that you have a God, an Abba Father that really is for you, that will never leave you. That will give you strength- for whatever you are facing or wherever you are traveling! When Skylar was little(and not so little), she was very, ahem, attached to us. She was the baby that I rocked to sleep, never letting her cry anything out! Haha!!! She had a hard time being dropped off at day care and in the church nursery. “ If that mama would just leave and let her cry!” I heard that a bunch- actually thought it myself too! She never could spend the night away from home. She would try- and about midnight, we would get a call…sniffle, sniffle, “Daddy, please come get me.” This happened even in middle school…She was very, very social-but when it came to being away from home, especially at night- it just didn’t happen. Not one time did we ever say- NO. You are staying there. There was something in her voice that melted her daddy’s heart. I don’t care what time of night it was- he was up, not complaining and headed out the door. One time she had gone to a birthday party at the river- and hour away. About one o’clock in the morning, we got the call and Daddy was out the door. And to think she now spends the night in the jungles of Panama- in an open hut ( only a thatched roof above her head) with spiders and snakes looming around her- yes, it blows this mama’s mind. That is all GLORY TO GOD for sure...not our parenting- but His goodness!!! How did this happen? I am convinced- when we get a deep understanding of His eternal plan and love- there will be no fear remaining to hold us back from our destiny. Just as Skylar learned from an early age- we would always be there for her, she now knows that Jesus- her Savior and best friend will never leave her- wherever she goes, He is there! ( Ephesians 3:11-20) That Daddy- who will never leave you- is always ready to come to your rescue!(Hebrews 13:5).

He is there for you too. If you have a relationship with Jesus, and have insecurity issues or fear dwelling in your soul (of any size big or small), pray for the Spirit of Revelation(Ephesians 1:17) to help you comprehend that Jesus will never leave you- no matter what. Remember that His love is not dependent upon your goodness. He is for you and loves you despite your mess! Don’t let the enemy take you captive on any level. If you feel conviction about something-ask forgiveness and know that He is the forgiver- accept it in Jesus name! If you are carrying around hurt or unforgiveness, ask for Jesus to lay an ax to any bitter root that may have formed in your soul due to past hurts or trauma ( Hebrews 12:15,Matt 3:10). If you dealt with rejection as a child or as an adult- I pray this truth sinks into you now: Jesus will never leave you (Heb 13:5). Don’t hold on to that spirit of rejection! Literally- speak out loud that you know Jesus will never leave you. Bind that hurt and rejection in Jesus mighty name and lose His acceptance and love over your life!(Matt 18:18)

His love is unconditional- the only condition is that you accept it!!!! Then don’t let your mind go back to that rejection, hurt or trauma. If you start getting little sneaky thoughts cause the devil is sneaky) IMMEDIATELY take captive those thoughts and emotions to Christ Jesus(2 Corinthians 10:5). Speak it, “I take those negative, hurtful thoughts captive in obedience to You Jesus!” He wants your mind renewed and thinking about great things so His Kingdom can advance!!!!!!!!!!!!! There is something in your voice that melts your Daddy’s heart- call on Him and He will answer. Draw near to Him and He will draw near to you (James4:8). Praying for each one of you! Thanks to all who are visiting here with me and sharing His good news around the country and throughout the nations!!!! If you do not have a relationship with Jesus- which is very different than religion by the way…check this out, An Invitation. Let me hear from you!

The More I Seek You...Skylar singing and playing. Spend a moment with Him...first, pause the pop out player below. Blessings in Jesus name!

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Neckline Slimmer and Smartphone Encounter

I was googling on my husband's black, shiny smart phone yesterday, when I saw something strange. My reflection looking back at me- but something was different. There was this skin thing hanging from my neck. I immediately thought of the neckline slimmer and I began feverishly to mimic the exercises I had seen demonstrated on the commercial. What is happening to my body? I have a chicken wattle on my neck!

And then a phrase that my Skylar, spoke to me at the beginning of 2010... one that has stuck with me all through the year, came to my remembrance... "Mom , this life is a moment, it's temporary...it's this big(holding up two fingers, barely apart), God has eternity in mind-spreading her arms wide open!

I don't know what you are facing. There are parts of 2010 that I would like to erase. Things I thought I'd never experience. Hurts, glimpses of hell on earth, frustrations... I'd like one of those magic erasers from Mr. Clean to remove them from my memory!
But God- He promises to use even those most hurtful, hellacious circumstances for His glory!

And there is another promise...

My daughter also sang me a song for Christmas- played on her guitar...Shadowfeet... as I listened to her sing this beautiful song by Brooke Fraser, I was praying and searching for His Hope for 2011 and beyond.

His Words highlighted so beautifully in this song...

You make all things new. Revelation 21:1

Hope for my chicken neck and so much more!

I have to get that eternal perspective in gear! It changes everything!

For my brothers and sisters in Christ- that means understanding our purpose in Christ here and now- 1)to mature in Him and 2)to share Who He is with others.

AS we live that out, in moments(cause moments matter)- our intertwined "pur-pies"( my word- love it), we must keep that eternal perspective.

Temporary... Lord help me focus on the eternal!

Whatever you are facing or have faced( you may want to check out attracting attack)- the unexpected loss of a loved one, suffering health issues in the flesh, deception, divorce, past hurts and disappointments, major financial struggles...

My prayer for you in 2011 is to understand that He makes all things NEW. He can do that - we can't. Focus on Who He is! Greater is He that is in you... 1 John 4:4!!!!!!!!!

Those aren't just words that man has spoken. THAT IS HIS PROMISE!

Affliction shall not rise up a second time! Nahum 1:9

God sets an end to our sufferings...this is a moment and I agree with you, in Jesus name that there is an end! 1 Peter 5:10 "But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you.

These battles are for Kingdom purpose! To strengthen His army! Hallelujah! (As I am writing this I am listening to enemies camp and I'm praising Jesus right out of this chair!!!!!!) You can click the link and have a praise break! Just pause the pop out player way down below before you play! Go to the enemies camp and take back in Jesus name what the enemy thinks he has stolen!

All that praizin just toned my wattle! He does work it our for the good! And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28

And, besides...I'm looking to Eternal Glory, for He makes all things new! No plastic surgery or face-lift tape needed!

Phil 3:21 Who shall change our vile (wattle and all) body, that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body, according to the working whereby he is able even to subdue all things unto himself.

I am praying for YOU right now in Jesus name! Happy NEW Year!!!!!!!

Under attack? I invite you to read, "Attracting Attack" for encouragement!(click link). Standing in agreement with you for total VICTORY in JESUS mighty name!

Two years later...from stable to able!

Decided to share this one again. That babe in a manger is no longer in a stable. He is the only One who is able to wash our sins away and give you, your heart's desire. He is able to create a clean heart in you, renew your mind and heal your hurts. The world may leave you feeling lonely or disappointed- but He never will! He has placed His kingdom purpose in each one of us for His glory!

Merry Christmas to each of you! I pray you enjoy An Invitation (click link to read).

Coconut Cake & Rainbows...Just for YOU

When I was five years old, I celebrated my birthday surrounded with my family. I remember it so clearly- and that was, well, many years ago...

We had coconut cake, still one of my favorites. And as we were eating, a beautiful rainbow appeared in the sky. I remember thinking that God put that rainbow in the sky- just for me. After all- it was my birthday- and I was five- and when you are five- well- everything is all about you!

I still, get just that excited when I see a rainbow!

I was leaving church Sunday night and saw the most precious reminder of His love. A gi-nor-mous, vivid, double rainbow stretching before me. The colors danced- almost electric in nature from the backdrop of a grayish, pink- stained sky.

Thank You Lord. I needed that.

And He knew we would.

In order for us to see a rainbow, which is light, the sun must be shining behind you. And there must be rain in front of you. The sun has to shine into the rain drops, in order for the light to bend and then reflect.

Hum...let that sink in a little bit.

I’ve had a lot of raindrops lately.

Well, ahem...big drops..not cute little pitter-patter kinda drops- but BIG DROPS.

But guess what- The bigger the drops- the brighter the rainbow. That is the truth...I am not making it up! It is the way He designed it!

Reflect...that has been my prayer. I even wrote it on our mirror with a dry erase marker. Lord, let me reflect Your Glory in a big way today! 2 Corinthians 3:18.

The deal is, when we are in a relationship Christ, the veil that once separated us is removed so that we can be mirrors that brightly reflect the glory of the Lord. As the Spirit of the Lord works within us, we become more and more like him and reflect his glory even more.

2 Corinthians 3:18

That washing that comes from the rain!!! There is nothing like it!!! Ephesians 5:26

In those storms & showers....The SON has your back (Joshua 1:5,Hebrews 13:5, Isaiah 43:2)!

If I am going to reflect His glory, there is going to be some rain. The darker the sky- the bigger the drops- the brighter the rainbow.

Every time I see a rainbow it is so special to me. It is His promise- that He will never leave us or forsake us. He understands. He protects. He provides. He heals. Above all- He made a way.

The “arc”/ark- is a sign throughout the Word of His all- covering protection... His plan for salvation. I saw that rainbow arcing...and I was reminded of all of the A-R-K’s he provided.

From Noah to little baby Moses and the Arc of the Covenant...there is purpose.

Noah...I think about His obedience in-spite of the world around him. I see the salvation plan foreshadowed...a floating barn...the tossing and enduring(they were in that ark for a long time!) And I see hope revealed by a promise in the rainbow arc.

Moses- I see a supernaturally protected babe carrying a promise of another who would be coming to supernaturally offer salvation.

The ark of the covenant...loaded with gold...carrying the Instructions formed by love...the Manna...the New Birth... HIS PRESENCE!

How cool is it that, this Ark, which was more like a box....or chest...would be replaced by our chest. Our heart...His temple.

Lord fill me. Let the excitement of Your presence carry me through the big rain storms...let Your Glory be reflected in me. Bring the rain...and thank You for the rainbows!

And by the way...I was on to something as my five year old, coconut cake filled face, gazed at that rainbow years ago...that rainbow was created just for YOU. If you had been the only one around- He would have died that horrible, disfiguring death...just for you- His plan of love- of eternal peace- was designed with you in mind- if only you....so the Master artist- has you in His heart- there is no greater joy that to put Him in yours.

If you are tired of dealing with storms- and no one has your back- that can all change. Surrender...ask Jesus to come and shine in your heart, soul and mind. It is an eternal decision. He promises to never leave you...no self help book, counselor, friend, family member- can ever fulfill that- only Jesus. He died for you. He saw your face even before you were in your mother’s womb and He saw it when He was on that cross. He has a plan for you that will not fail. Walk in it...and He will be with you every step of the way.

Ask for forgiveness...tell Him that you believe that He died for you...accept Him as Lord of your life. Then hold on...because I am confident of this, that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. Philippians 1:6

If you just accepted Jesus- please contact me- I would love to pray with you and also share with you some Truths from His Word that will help you in your journey.

I'm off to make a coconut cake and enjoy the rain....

For His Glory...jananne

Attracting Attack

This is for all of the Jesus seeking, loving, walking- talking, fruity followers and servants of our King.

Anointed- being set apart for His purpose, to be endowed with enabling gifts and grace, being filled with His Spirit. (2 Cor 1:21-22, 2 Cor 12:4,7-11, James 4:6)

Now He who establishes us with you in Christ and has anointed us is God, who also has sealed us and given us the Spirit in our hearts as a guarantee. 2 Corinthians 1:21-22 (NKJV)

The words anoint, anointed, and anointing appear in more than 150 Bible verses, including 22 New Testament Scriptures.

When I was first born again & saved- I had this idea that I was above attack because I was His anointed. I understood His healing and transforming power- I knew it first-hand. I knew the Word said that I would have Authority to trample over demons in Jesus name (Luke 10:19)- but I guess I didn't think about the fact that demons have to be there before the need to trample happens. I just thought that this new walk with Jesus was going to be easy- snake free. I knew we would go through trials and tests...but I was above attack.

No actually, the truth is- the anointing can attract attack. If you are willing to be mightily used for His Kingdom- do not be surprised by an attack.

I had missed something important, as soon as Jesus was baptized, the Holy Spirit from Heaven descended upon Him. And then... He was led up of the Spirit into the wilderness where the devil tried to mess with Him. So the Anointed One was attacked- just after He was filled with the Holy Spirit.

So there it is. Proof for us all- the anointing can attract attack. Someone needs to hear this, and I pray even now, that as you are reading this He gives discernment to your spirit to receive this- if this word is for you:

It is not because you have messed up- it is not due to your disobedience- rather the adversary wants you because he wants the Word of your testimony that will bring glory to your Father. Period.

Don't let him have it. You are in a battle that has already been won. You have all the weapons you need (Ephesians 6:17, Hebrews 4:12). Use them. Do not give up. Speak things as if they were so (Romans 4:17).

If you have to wonder if you are being attacked...you are probably not!

You will know for sure. Like in years and seasons past I thought my finances were under "attack"- maybe they were- but I was the attacker!

God shares with us in Isaiah that we will go through things. Notice He says, when...not if.

When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. Isaiah 43:2

So assuming you know for sure...and you will know for sure, here are some nuggets to think about:

There are two extreme camps in our body. One camp usually tends to ignore that satan roars around trying to devour us...the other rebukes him from everything constantly, as if he were on the same level as our Almighty God. Both are wrong. And then there certainly times when we all play the blame game and give satan a little more credit than he deserves! Do I hear an amen?

I am NOT talking about minor stuff here...I'm talking mega magnitude- earthquaking, shakin' ATTACK.

A few months back- there is no doubt that my family was experiencing an attack from our adversary. No doubt. On several levels, almost paralyzing in nature.

Without Jesus- I can tell you that I would not have survived. I thought two moves- job changes, financial struggles, living in West Atlantic City- being so far away from family and friends- I thought that was tough...I hadn't seen nothin' yet (I know- a double negative- really, it’s ok).

He was and is my only source of strength. His Word and a few, very few, well grounded in the Word Christians, got me through it.

During the season of the attack I prayed and prayed and prayed. I spoke life into the circumstance, constantly calling things as they should be according to His Word (Romans 4:17).

I actually did not fast at this time- I had been led to fast incredible amounts of time during the previous year- thank the Lord- I know that brought me closer to Him and prepared me for what was happening.

Only the Word of God could comfort me.

During one time of prayer, I heard from God...

You were seeking me- I have promised to turn it all for My glory.

And...

I am taking you to a new level of trust.

"Ok Lord,You know how much I love You- I will do anything for You."

Then trust Me- it will be for My glory.
Reflect who I am.

So I'll end with this-truths that I have come to understand when you are experiencing attack:

1.This attack has been approved by your Daddy in heaven, He works all things after the counsel of His own will (Ephesians 1:11).

2.This is temporary...But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you. 1 Peter 5:10
3.This will be used for His glory. Romans 8:28
4. He is with you every step of the way and has provided you with armor- be sure to put it on daily. Ephesians 6:10-18

I pray that no weapon formed against your Kingdom purpose will prosper (Isaiah 54:17)!!!!!!!!!! In agreement with you!

For Your Glory Lord!


* Also read these posts for encouragement (click title): Neckline Slimmer & Smart Phone, Garment of Praise & Glory to Glory

Swamp Hope...Follow the Sunrise

I just watched an interview that I pray fills you with Hope, as it did me… We all learned of a little girl, Nadia, lost in a Florida swamp this past week. She had been there for approximately four days. James King, a member of the church that Nadia belonged to, joined a search party for her on Monday- and they were not able to find her. That night, James went home and his wife reminded him, that when we lose something and we pray in the Spirit (Ephesians 6:18), we always find it. So- get this, as soon as the sun came up…James shared, the Lord led me directly to her. The Lord said follow where the sunrise is…so I went East- as best as I could in a swamp. James kept asking the Lord which way to go- and the Lord told him (Isaiah 30:21). And there she was- sitting on a log. James shared that she had been praying. He had walked two hours into the swamp and realized…that he couldn’t go out the same way he went in. ISN”T THAT THE TRUTH! When you have an encounter with God- you are forever changed!!!! Friends- I listened to that and so many truths sparkled into my heart. Tears flooded- thankful tears- of this reminder – that God is still on the throne- there is power in praying in the Spirit!!! And if we ALL follow where the Son rises- He will lead us! Praise God- be prepared like James! He had his Bible, a blackberry with a GPS,water, nutrition drink, toilet paper & trail mix…because he knew- he had faith that God was going to lead him to to Nadia! Be prepared with the Word- as a born again believer- you are equipped- don’t forget that. We have an internal GPS built right in with our sweet Holy Spirit that is living inside us!!! Praise Him this morning- no matter what swamp you are in…no matter who needs to be rescued- He is alive and available!!!!!!!! Love you all!!!!!

Potted Meat Under the Bed

First- let me make clear that my mother loves me very much- and we have a wonderful relationship...despite the fact that she packed me potted meat sandwiches EVERY day for lunch in grade school! I also, usually had a ding-dong, fritos and a fruit cup- so all in all- I was blessed. And I should also mention, that I never shared with mom that I wasn't fond of...dog food ...ahem,I mean potted meat. She thought I loved it!

Eventually...I started hiding those potted meat sandwiches under my bed.

Guess what happens to potted meat sandwiches that have been under the bed for days...weeks...perhaps months???

THEY STINK!!!!!!
And rot- and decompose...

That's what happens to problems in our lives that we shove under the bed, or rug...or the recesses of our mind.

Satan knows that when things stay under the bed...or in the closet- or under the rug...he is in control.

But when the darkness is exposed to God's light- satan is finished.

The longer the sandwich stays under the bed, the more it smells. The longer issues are swept under the rug-the tighter the evil grip and deception of satan becomes.

So, I pray right now in Jesus name, in agreement with you- that any issue that we have pushed aside ... is held up to His light. I pray according to Ephesians 5:8-15 and that You Lord would mercifully expose ANY stinking thing in our lives and in the lives of those you have knit us together with so that Your truth can bring healing and restoration.

I pray that we become desperate for Holy Spirit discernment to flood every nook and cranny of who we are. I pray for the lies of satan to be revealed and that all satanic strongholds be binded and healing loosed in Jesus name. I pray for the shield of faith to extinguish any fiery darts that the enemy tries to shoot our way- in Jesus name.

I pray that angels encamp those that fear You Lord because Your Word says they will!!!! I pray for a strong wall to surround us Lord that is built upon Your Word and truth!

Help us all to remember Lord that Your promises are Yes and Amen (2 Cor 1:18-20) and that as believers we have all spiritual blessings available to us through Jesus Christ (Ephesians 1:3).

I pray Lord that You remove distractions so that we can be focused on advancing Your kingdom in these last days. Holy Spirit strengthen our God knit relationships for Your Glory.

In Jesus name we pray- AMEN

He is a God that is WAY able to make ALL things new no matter how bad it stinks (Revelation 21:5)! I praise Him today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love you guys- keeping eternity in mind-jananne

Chasing the Trash Truck in My Thermals

About three weeks ago I was sick- I took some cold medicine one night and it knocked me completely out. I feel asleep with my sun glasses on(long story, they are prescription) watching tv. I had the sick hair thing going on etc... not a pretty picture.

The trash had not been picked up that day- which greatly concerned me- so as I dosed off... I was thinkin' that I needed to call the sanitation folks in the morning and see what was going on.

I awoke the next morning, still in a cold medicine daze, to the sound of the trash truck coming down our street. Not even sure how- I jumped up- ran out the door- flung open the garage door- somehow picked up a 50lb trash can and with my arms wrapped around it, started chasing after the trash truck. Still don't know how I did it. I know I gave all those guys a big laugh. Especially considering I still had on my sunglasses(prescription), my sick hair do(please tell me you know what I am talking about) and get this....my white...long johns(thermal underwear).

Turns out the trash truck was not late. I had the days mixed up.

I share this to illustrate what I think the Lord spoke to me- Bring your trash to me and I will take care of it. I will never be late, you keep focused on putting it all at my feet- no matter how heavy it is- no matter how messed up you feel-no matter how stinky your trash... I will take care of it.

And no one matter how tired you are- I will be your strength (Ex 15:2, Psalm 29:11).

I had no idea how much that would mean to me- and I pray that message seeps deep into what ever you are dealing with. If you are in a valley- health, marriage,job, finance or family related, you dig a well of faith(Psalm 84). God will rain down some healing!!!! He is your strength (Psalm 37:39)- He is your peace (1 Cr 14:33). Keep in His Word and don't you dare believe the enemy's lies.

Jesus wants your trash and He is not surprised by what is in it!

Praising Him...keeping eternity in mind.

Love-jananne

A year and many sunsets later...

Almost a year ago my girls and I left Georgia to meet Gene in our new home in New Jersey... having absolutely no idea what a future there would hold. If you haven't read the post, which in many ways shared our heart and emotions- I invite you do to so...An Invitation.

Even as I write now- a few tears are welling up- but they are not tears of sadness- they are tears of thankfulness to the One and only Jesus that has brought us through the valley and has not only moved mountains- but has flattened some of them!

If you pray- Lord lead me, I will follow...you better mean it!!!! I can AMEN to that. But I will share that if you will follow Him- there is no sweeter thing than being led by the One who created you, died for your sins and loves you with an everlasting love.

One of the reasons it was so hard to leave Georgia- was leaving the relationships that we developed while we were there. We were already missing all of our NC family & friends!!! And now- we had a double portion of God Knit relationships in Georgia! I thank God for all of our family in Georgia & NC -we can't wait to see you all again soon.

And one more, not so talked about reason- that I have not shared with many until now- was what we experienced when we arrived in NJ- our "home", was located on a turnpike, across from a major toll station and right across from a row of seedy motels(pictured above) that house/d prostitutes and drug addicts and their customers. Within feet from our front door,bodies from a quadruple, execution style murder had been discovered 2 years prior and they still have not found the killer. When your neighborhood appears on 48 hours that is a clue...

Every day was a choice. I could either- choose to live in His presence or be bitter, mad and choose to be miserable and full of fear.

Thankfully, with His help- I chose to live in His joy. Many days I could not be governed by my emotions. The Word is our filter! Not our amygdala...nother post, nother day.

Even NJ folks, policeman, friends, teachers, store clerks, would find out where we were living and share concern (all but our realtor- and in her defense, she lived right down the road and seriously loves the area).

Not even safe to go outside. My husband was propositioned, by a prostitute in our yard. Semi-automatic gun fire woke up Gene one night...I could go on and on...

The point is- number one- I was not going to live in fear. God does not give us a spirit of fear- and anything that instills fear is NOT FROM HIM! So that was a real, first hand lesson learned right there.

And- point number two- I learned to go beyond my feelings and choose JOY!!!! Our back view was the bay and each day held a gorgeous sunset (pictured above). I would watch those sunsets and think about how the Lord had "set" His Son on the cross for you and for me. A beautiful Son-set reminder. It got me through many a day. Focusing on His goodness. The girls and I got through a season mainly hold up in our town-home- but we shared many sweet memories.

Point three-cause there are always three points, I learned to have a heart for those women who are tangled up in prostitution- some of them by no choice of there own. I was made aware of a very real problem in our country. Sex slaves filtered in from overseas, to New York- right into Atlantic City.

Now I am thanking the Lord for a new home in a neighborhood!!!!!!!!!! Yea!!! With a yard!!!!!! But I am also thanking Him for the lessons learned in that townhome.

We have discovered that Jesus is everywhere and we can trust Him to grow us wherever He leads us! We have found an AWESOME body of Christ up here in New Jersey!!! God always exceeds what we could dare to imagine. Looking back over the past year- I can see clearly His hand in our journey. The road was dotted with some painful moments...but I know God heard our prayers and He has not stopped working in us.

I think back to when we first got to NJ, see ( This is Not What I ordered) I was breaking- but Jesus was, makin' His vessel stronger! We are living for His glory!

If you have a mountain in front of you- please remember that Jesus Christ is a mountain mover(Matt 17:20, Matt 21:21, Mark 11:23)!!! He has the power to flatten mountains as well!!! You shout GRACE, GRACE (Zec4:7)and count on His power, not your own and you will be blessed. That is His promise.

More than a Song...Praising & Packing

So much more than a song. First of all...I need to share that I cannot carry a tune. I have prayed for the gift of song...but that doesn't appear to be my gifting. Thank Jesus though, is not about entertainment- we are singing to an audience of One, as Pastor Kevin Bernat, our NJ pastor, reminded us last Sunday.

The Word speaks of singing praises to our King...singing with grace in your hearts to the Lord!Col 3:16 Speaking to yourselves in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody in your heart to the Lord; Ephesians 5:19 Therefore the redeemed of the LORD shall return, and come with singing unto Zion; and everlasting joy [shall be] upon their head: they shall obtain gladness and joy; [and] sorrow and mourning shall flee away.Isaiah51:11 Serve the LORD with gladness: come before his presence with singing. Psalm 100:2

And my all time favorite 2 Chronicles 20!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You have to read it...go ahead (but come back cause there is some more to share:) I know- there are things to get punched out on your to do list- mine too- I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF MOVING!! LOL. But take a second to be with Him. You will not regret it! Ok- if you don't have a Bible- here is a link that you can use to read this awesome Word: 2 Chronicles 20

Your battles are birthed in Kingdom assignments(Chronicles 20:15).It is all Father filtered and even if He didn't cause it, He can use it for His glory!

Verse 21 & 22...And when he (King Jehoshaphat) had consulted with the people, he appointed singers unto the LORD, and that should praise the beauty of holiness, as they went out before the army, and to say, Praise the LORD; for his mercy endureth for ever.

King Jehoshaphat was facing three evil armies- they “came against Jehoshaphat to battle"

The Word says he was fearful and he called a fast, seeking God. He heard from the Lord-and the Lord said, "You will not even NEED to fight. Stand still and watch the Lord’s victory!!!!"(I am paraphrasing) He went into battle with his singing,dancing, praising shoes on. His only weapons were praise!!!!! He did not have the heart or desire to kill- His enemies turned on each other and God gave the riches(spoils) of the evil armies to Jehoshaphat and his people. The beauty and lesson I have taken from this account, is to lay down your weapons and praise the Lord- HE WILL FIGHT YOUR BATTLES FOR YOU!!!!

So wherever you are- Sing and dance before the Lord- offering up some real, authentic praise to Him- who was marred beyond recognition for YOU (Isaiah 52:14). He is crazy in love with you despite all your mess- He is ready and willing to fight for you. I love you guys- and if you are reading this- I have prayed in advance for you!

And he hath put a new song in my mouth, [even] praise unto our God: many shall see [it], and fear, and shall trust in the LORD.Psalm 40:3

Praisin and packing this morning ;), jananne

Praise Him for forgiveness!



Praise Him for the Power of the Cross!



Praise Him for Who He is!

Feeling Crummy? Grab a crumb!

Discouraged,unworthy ... Not sure who needs to hear this, but I know somebody does. Share if you feel led by our sweet Holy Spirit. This was originally sent to those in our Marriage Monday group- but it is applicable to us all. You may be so discouraged today- feel so unworthy today...He hears your prayers. Press in...keep moving in a forward direction towards the Prize. Do not give up. His arms are underneath you. You are worth fighting for. If you are married, your marraige is worth fighting for. Your family is worth fighting for. His Kingdom is worth fighting for. What you are going through is TEMPORARY and Jesus will get the glory. Don't give up. Don't do it. The Lord is your strength. He will carry you. Put one foot in front of the other and depend on Him to be your strength. Supernaturally He will work it out. Our strength will not get it! For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Ephesians 6:12 Depend on Jesus to fight for you!!!!!! I have no idea who needed that- but He is always more than enough and sometimes when you are in pain the enemy tricks your brain into thinking you are not worthy of the Lord's greatness. Remember- your only worthy because of HIS greatness in you!!!!!!!!!!!! It has nothing to do with you- our number one hindrance to our faith is that we are en-grained with a feeling that we can only get what we deserve. We will never deserve. If we shout and praise over what we do- we will be hot and cold. If we rejoice over what HE does--- the fire will burn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Even when we fail...He is worthy. You are not praying in your name- but in the MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS!!!!! So pray believing in His greatness- His supernatural power!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Be real with Him!!! In Matthew 15(read it) a woman from Canaan came to Jesus saying the "right churchy stuff" and He answered her not a word. THEN she came and worshipped Him...she realized that even a crumb from the Lord....think, even the touch of His hem.....HE IS SO WORTHY!!!! Go grab you some of THAT!!!!!! Love you guys- Let me know how you are doing. Praising HIS name- JESUS YOU ARE AWESOME!!!!!!!! jananne

Divine Design

Join us in Winterville, North Carolina!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Open Door Ministries
7:00-8:30pm

Jananne Waller will share the latest findings in neuroscience
from a Christian perspective and share practical
implications for life, teaching and parenting.

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Attention…The Unmotivated Child…Homework Helps…
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Comfort in a Hard Place?

Recently my friend Maryann, shared pictures of her family on a recent camping trip to the Sequoias. When I saw the picture of her son- resting soundly on the rock, I thought...how could he be comfortable???? He must just be worn out!


I was reminded of the account of Jacob(Gen 28)...who, leaving a dry place (Beer-sheba), slept on a rock- symbolizing Christ. That is when he dreamed, saw the gate of Heaven and God at the top of the ladder and received the Covenant promise that ALL families of the earth be blessed (Gen 28:14)!!!!

We have to rest on the Rock. It makes no sense to find comfort in a "hard" place. But when we are going through stuff- that Rock is our only hope.

Are you in a hard place? Are you worn out? Sick and tired of being sick and tired! Do things look hopeless?

Rest on the rock. That means being real with Him. He knows it all anyway- so go ahead and lay it at His feet, tears and all. Stop trying to fix things yourself, it will never work.

Jacob had manipulated situations for so long- trying to accomplish things in the flesh- his way. He had to get to a place where he was out of schemes...an uncomfortable place.

The greatest dreams God gives us come from the hardest times in our lives. We never get a revelation of the supernatural as long as things in life are easy. He shared that if you hang in there, the awful place becomes the awesome place!!!!

The hardest place can become the place you find rest in Him and where Covenant promises are revealed!

Pray this prayer (or something like it):

Lord I thank You for who You are. Please forgive me for trying to do things my own way. You know it all- You are sovereign. I want to rest on the Rock. I want to be aware of Your majesty in every aspect of my life. I want Your plans, Your promises for my life and Your purpose fulfilled. I lay _________ ( you fill in the blank-hurts, problems, sadness, sickness, disappointments etc...) at Your feet. I know You are big enough to handle it. I put my trust in You, for surely You are with me (Matthew 28:20) and I know if I put my trust in you and not in my flesh You have promised to direct me(Proverbs 3:5-6). In Your name I pray Jesus. AMEN

You are blessed in Jesus name! Praising Our King Today-love, jananne
(photo used with permission- thanks Maryann!)

A Thousand Miles...No other answer

My high school friend, Kevin, is fighting the battle of a lifetime. Stage four liver cancer. I shared this video on Facebook today and this is what Kevin wrote:

"WHAT A BLESSING J. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS SONG AND HOPE IT WILL TOUCH SOMEONE ELSE...

WITHOUT HIM J WE WOULD BE NOTHING. I HERE DAILY TESTIMONIALS FROM PEOPLE WE WENT TO HIGH SCHOOL WITH HOW THEY HAVE CHANGED THEIR LIVES. I THINK ABOUT OUR HIGH SCHOOL DAYS AND THE THINGS WE DID BACK THEN AND HOW WE ARE LIVING OUR LIVES AND THERE IS NO OTHER ANSWER BUT CHRIST. GOING THRU THIS BATTLE HAS MADE MY FAITH SO MUCH STRONGER AND MADE ME REALIZE DAILY HOW I HAVE TO RELY SOLY ON CHRIST AND HIS SUFFICIENT GRACE." (shared with Kevin's blessing)

Jesus will transform you, there is no doubt...in a way that is unexplainable. Kevin- thanks for the life lessons you are teaching us all. And Jesus...thanks for always being more than enough.

UPDATE 8-25-09 To all my friends who have been praying for Kevin- he got this report today: "GOT REPORT FROM DR FINK TODAY ONLY 1 TUMOR LEFT AND ITS LESS THAN 1 CM IN SIZE WHICH WAS 30 X 6 CM IN ORIGINAL SIZE. GOD ANSWERS PRAYERS. CAN I GET AN AMEN !!!"

Facebook & Faithbook

My mom doesn't have a Facebook- but she does have a Faithbook!!! And she puts Words from it on her "wall"!

Not sure how many Facebookers I'm sharing with today- I said I would never, never, never get a Facebook...well. It's true. Don't ever say never, ever.

Cause I got one.

But I was reminded the other day as I read my mother's "wall" in her house that even better than Facebook- which I am truly enjoying, there is a Faithbook called the BIBLE that we need to check in with even more often than Facebook!!!!

Every answer, every truth, every bit of hope...every promise...it is all there, in your Faithbook!

Jesus is our personal trainer! And He has given us the best instructions and encouragement available. And you don't have to have big bucks to hire Him!!! He is available 24/7!!!!!

I travel in my car with a small Bible... I want His Word everywhere my feet trod and my wheels roll! And this trainee does a lot of rolling.

My daughter's dear friend, Rebecca gave her the idea of putting key Scriptures on colored index cards to hand to friends as encouragement. Staples has the cutest index card holders that fit right in your purse.

I've already shared with some that my friend, Tonya, gave me the idea to keep a spiral index card book handy with key verses. I print mine on shipping labels- just the right size for an index card and that way I share them with friends.

And my mom, who is my faith mentor...keeps His Word, literally on her wall!

Did you know you can write with a dry erase marker on glass? Like on your good morning mirror??

One of my favorite Scriptures, "Let the morning bring me word of Your unfailing love, For I have put my trust in You. Show me the way I should go, For to You I lift up my soul... Psalm 143

Wake up to that each morning!!!!!! I love it!!!! Going to go write it on my mirror!

Praising Him for my Faithbook!love- jananne

Prayer, Disappointment & Healing

A loved one dies…a friend is diagnosed with cancer…a child is tragically killed.

This morning I was struggling a little bit. A loved one dies… Hopelessness?

No- we have a blessed hope Titus 2:13. Don’t believe the lies.

And now, brothers and sisters, I want you to know what will happen to the Christians who have died so you will not be full of sorrow like people who have no hope.
1 Thessalonians 4:13

There is an appointed time for us all to go home. Ecc 3:2

There is no way to comprehend all His ways. He is sovereign- everything that happens is filtered by His mighty hands. He has eternity in mind- and He loves each of us with an everlasting love.

God I don’t understand.

Jananne it is not for you to understand. Just be obedient. Keep the faith.

And faith never dulls feelings. So if you need to sob, sob. If you need to get mad, get mad. He understands. Need to scream, scream. Just don’t pull away from the Savior…

So, we think, I’m just not going to pray- my prayers don’t matter. Look what happens. People suffer anyway.

Pray, an action verb, occurs 313 times in the KJV of the Bible. The word prayer occurs 107 times, prayers, 24 times.
I think God is trying to tell us something. We are called to pray…He is the one who hears and heals.

The prayers of a righteous man availeth much. James 5:16.

I use to think I couldn’t pray because I wasn’t righteous enough…well- we are only made righteous by the blood of Calvary…I heard a pastor once share that he hadn’t been with Jesus all day…his usual quiet time had been interrupted, he had grown impatient with someone…etc…at the end of the day he didn’t even feel like he could open his mouth to pray and he heard Jesus say…stop trying to pray in your own name and pray in MINE!!!!

My NC pastor, Branson Sheets, shared a message on Powerful Healing Prayer and one on Hope a few years ago. Two messages I will never forget. This morning, I had a nudge from the Holy Spirit to listen to them again- truth and grace. He also mentioned that this message may offend some- well- that's ok too. I tend to grow the most when I'm offended!

Branson reminded us that in the Word of God, sick people came to Jesus and Jesus healed them. He told his disciples to go in His name and heal the sick.
We are His disciples. We should also pray that the sick will be healed in Jesus name. You may think that you don’t have faith like that…

The Word says we are all given a measure of faith (Romans 12:3) and Jesus also shares that it can be as small as mustard seed (Matt 17:20). God puts the miracle grow on it!

He is the source of all divine healing.

In his message, Pastor Sheets investigated the reasons people don’t pray…

I’ve already covered one reason…we haven’t wrapped our brains around the name we are praying in! Your personal worthiness has nothing to do with it. Only by His grace, is His power living in you as a believer. His authority. In JESUS name.

As I was searching yesterday, I thought about this verse…John 14:12-13 He that believeth me on me, the works I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto the Father.

He’s talking about us there…

And there is the fear of failure…I don’t know what to say… what if he/she doesn’t get healed?

So you pray a safe prayer. Here it is…Lord, if it is your will make this person well.

It is His will, according to His Word for a person to be healed. Spiritually and physically. Read the Lord’s prayer- the ultimate example. On earth, as it is in heaven. There are no sick people in heaven...and He says on earth as it is in heaven...that means His will on earth...is for you to be healed. Again, there is an appointed time for all to go to their eternal home…but while we are here- He wants you well.

In His Word it is clear that God wants His best for us. If you find yourself praying a weak prayer- stop, take a breath, refire…

I just know that He calls me to pray.

And He does promise that He will use all things- even unimaginable loss for good, for those that love Him. Romans 8:28. I have seen countless families deal with an unbearable loss and give God the glory for carrying them through it all.

I heard a testimony from a mother this summer from our GA church. Her son was killed in a car accident on the way to our church Easter Sunday several years ago...but still she had the Joy of the Lord in her heart. She gave her son's testimony. He had accepted Christ as his Savior just months before at our youth conference. She encouraged parents that day to get their kids into a good church and put a priority on things like youth conferences instead of just soccer camps. The conference that her son attended (Forward) turned out to be the most important day of his life.

Think of the depth of Christ's compassion for us. Christ wept at the tomb of Lazarus and He knew all…John 11:33-38.

Reinhard Bonnke shares this:

“Jesus saw in this scene of sorrow the agony of all bereavements. Death did not merely affect His friend Lazarus. It was not for His own circumstances that He showed such deep feeling. “He had no tears for His own griefs but sweat drops of blood for mine,” wrote songwriter Charles H. Gabriel. Jesus saw every funeral at that moment, and the king of terrors that haunt mankind with death. It was because He possessed this profound compassion that He went down into the caverns of death and conquered it.

This is the love, the gospel, and what we the Church, are all about. This is the Gospel the world needs.” August 5, 2009

The compassion of Christ placed Him on Calvary…for you and for me.

Back to prayer… if you feel like you don’t know how to pray, know that our prayers don’t have to be fancy.

Think about how Jesus prayed.
Get up (John 5:8)(Mark 5:41)
Be healed(Mark 1:41).

Speak the Word of God over the circumstance.

The Word shows us that OUR faith can play a part in healing…the woman with the issue of blood(Mark 5). It also demonstrates that a friend’s faith can bring us healing through Jesus Christ. Think of Jarius interceding for his child and the friends raising a roof to lower their buddy to Jesus. It was their faith that got their friends to the Father!!! My dear friend Mary Alice reminded me of this truth in His Word just recently!

So- the point is, pray believing, in the name of Jesus, with His authority- not yours.

I have seen miracles first hand. I have also see precious, God fearing, faith filled folks lose a loved one unexpectedly.

I don’t understand. Only God does. He has eternity in mind, always.

He calls us to pray. Praising Our Savior-jananne

Lily Pad Faith

I saw the most beautiful lily pads when we were in Florida this summer- A wonderful example of how God is in the details! If you ever see a pond without lily pads you will know it- it will more than likely be covered in algae, a yucky muck. Lilies act as a biological water filter. They also provide shade for the fish swimming in the hot sun. Lilies oxygenate the water, which is important for pond fish and other pond creatures. Not to mention they are beautiful.
And while we were gazing at this beautiful pond of lilies l saw a little frog “be-laxing” as Selah would say on the lily pad and then jump off and swim under for protection.

And the Lord whispered… I am your covering… I provide protection, rest, I give you breath… I am your filter… I am your hiding place…

I love to be reminded of His goodness and seek Him in the ordinary. The very breath of God in you...can you wrap your brain around that? Job 33:4, Isaiah 42:5

I was also reminded how life was without His covering- and how life can be when we try to do it on our own. Frogs, I mean friends…we have to hang out in the pond with the lily pad! He has provided everything we need and in Him, there is peace- lily pad peace!

The issue is that we frogs put our trust in other things! We cover ourselves with the things of this world… maybe we turn to alcohol, self help books (I have read everyone that was published prior to 1998),we seek other frogs that feed into our fears rather than point us to our covering…we over eat,we under eat, we shop till we drop… and I am just mentioning some of the things THIS frog did to self medicate… there are many other ways to cover yourself in algae!

The issue is this…these other things are only temporary and Jesus is extra- ordinary! His covering will never leave you, He will protect you, heal you, give you peace, rest, and restoration with His very breath…He will give you a new life…whew- that’s good news!

And when trouble and tragedy arrives in your pond- you can always count on Him to be there. Always. He doesn’t put you on hold. He never forgets to return your call. Ever.
You just have to choose to trust in Him.

I tried it on my own for a long time. I just about, literally wore myself out. I didn’t know I had such an awesome covering. Such a hiding place.

Pastor Kevin, our NJ pastor recently shared an illustrated message about Jacob wrestling with God(Gen 32). Jacob said- I’m not going to let you go until you bless me. This has always been one of my favorite accounts because I have wrestled with God too! I want Your blessing God!

What touched my spirit, was when Pastor Kevin explained that as they were wrestling…God hit Jacob's flesh…when He did- Jacob…fell into His arms. Visualize that for a second...

God said… “What is your name?…” “Jacob”(as if God didn’t know, Jacob was probably thinking)…No- God said.. “Your name is now Israel…”

No longer named Jacob- which means schemer, manipulator. God’s blessing, the punch in the flesh- which represents our attachment to the world, our own sinful ways and desires,our "try to do it on our own mentality" …caused Jacob to fall into the arms of the Father with a new name!!!

That is so good to me! Fall into His arms. Accept His covering- stop trying to do this thing called life on your own. We are new creations in Christ…with a new name…a new inheritance…
I don't want to put my faith and trust into myself or anything other than Jesus. I don't want to be covered with algae!
Check this out:

Deuteronomy 32:37-39 (King James Version)
37And he shall say, Where are their gods, their rock in whom they trusted,
38Which did eat the fat of their sacrifices, and drank the wine of their drink offerings? let them rise up and help you, and be your protection.

None of our efforts can measure up to the protection of the Father's arms... He is our lily pad and more!

"If you'll hold on to me for dear life," says GOD,
"I'll get you out of any trouble.
I'll give you the best of care
if you'll only get to know and trust me.
Call me and I'll answer, be at your side in bad times;
I'll rescue you, then throw you a party.
I'll give you a long life,
give you a long drink of salvation!"
Psalm 91:14-16 The Message

Let us strip off anything that holds us back...

If you are real religious or easily offended don’t read this one. I warned you.
Ok- if you are still reading now, make sure you follow it through until the end… there is His point.
I have a confession. I went to a movie when we were in Greenville…one of my favorite female actresses was in it. I went to ECU with her- and she and I were in dance classes together, although I knew her as Sandy- and of course- she was just a normal college person, doing normal college things.
Anyhow… I knew there was a questionable scene- but in my mind I rationalized (always, always, always a mistake) because I knew the questionable moment was an “accident”…and I had checked with SEVERAL folks that had seen it and there were no sex scenes or even murmuring of pre-marital sex. Ok I thought… I’ll go see it. It’s not an R rated movie…
Long story- but it gets even worse- I took my mother and my kids. Now if you know what movie I am talking about…
Nobody told me that there was a STRIPPER in this movie. Remember, we only watch Reba and Sid the Science Kid…
The male stripper comes into the picture and I am completely shocked, sweating, melting into my seat and bending Selah’s head down so her eyes don’t see this. I AM FREAKING OUT AT THIS POINT and Selah yells, of course during a quiet part… and if you know Selah, she knows how to yell, “Mommy, you are breaking my neck at all the evil parts.”
Oh great, now I am going to be arrested for exposing my child to pornography AND causing her bodily harm.
So with a sore neck and unbelievable conviction in my spirit- we left. Selah- mommy made a big mistake(Psalm 101:3). It just wasn’t good….
Oh my. Can I pray the blood of Jesus over this? Can I ask for forgiveness? Yes, yes I can. I sure learned a lesson here.

But onto the real stripping lesson… the real point…

Hebrews 12:1 Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset [us], and let us run with patience the race that is set before us,

When I read that several years ago… this is what I heard the Lord say… Strip off everything that holds you back from My purpose.

So I put this verse in my kitchen in NC. I saw it every day for many years. I thought about it every day. I spoke it over my life every day.

God listened. Ok- He always listens…

Did I even know what I was praying???? Maybe not, but God did.

After the miracle of Selah Grace (we tried for nine years for our second miracle…another post all together), Gene, the leader of our family, shared that the Lord told him that I was going to stay at home now…This had been a dream of mine for years…

Strip- I didn’t know my desire would be painful. I left a job I loved, working daily with one of my best friends, teachers whom I had mentored, taught and truly cherished. And…the daily confirmation that I was worthy. Just being real…you don’t get that kind of feedback from a newborn and a soon to be tween at the time.

Lots more stripping there- no room in bank account for shopping sprees- big family vacations…

New job in Atlanta…strip…no longer comfortable, leaving my family, my friends, our amazing church, our dream home that we built and designed and moving into a house half the size…boy did we strip off some actual stuff just to fit into that house in Atlanta!

Whew- finally comfortable in Atlanta- wonderful church family- growing in Him- love the area- God knitted relationships with like-minded families. By now, I don’t even like shopping malls- but The Mall of GA is right in the neighborhood!

Position dissolved. Strip…Gas prices rise…strip…things are tight…this is not working…strip…this can only work if God steps in. BINGO.

Move to, where? New Jersey? Really? God, are You sure You know what You’re doing here- I mean- we are involved with a wonderful church- we are all growing in You…we’ve already been through this moving test thing. Skylar has a network here of God fearing cool kids… I don’t want to go, but I will choose to remember your faithfulness.

Literal shock. A two bedroom town home that rents for $400 more a month than our GA cottage, I mean house, payment. And we are living on a turnpike across from a toll station. People don’t smile around here and they don’t talk to you and I am freezing my tail off! We prayed about this Lord…we were seeking you Lord…where did we go wrong???

Strip, strip strip.

A few stripping lessons:

God is not interested in your comfort, he is interested in building your character. This sounds cliche- but I have lived it out.

The stuff in life is not important. At one point, this year, we almost moved into a camper(needed to get off the turnpike)- I am not exaggerating- my husband said- it has granite. I said honey, if I cared about granite, I wouldn’t be considering living in a camper!

God knows what He is doing and everything, everything is Father filtered. This life is but a moment…He has eternity in mind. Romans 8:28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.

God is everywhere, even in New Jersey, which by the way, is becoming home- now that is a manifested miracle- and, there are nice folks up here!

Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, and today, and forever. Hebrews 13: 8 When all hell is breaking lose around you, hold on to that.

If I hadn’t gone through major marriage problems…I wouldn’t know Him as the God of restoration.
If mom hadn’t gone through cancer and had a stroke…I wouldn’t know Him as healer.
If I hadn’t gone through secondary infertility for NINE years…I wouldn’t know Him as the God who heals me.
If we hadn’t moved…I wouldn’t know Him as the God who is with me, literally everywhere I go.
If I hadn’t gotten rid of my “stuff” mentality and Gene hadn’t lost his job, I wouldn’t know Him as my provider.
And finally, if God had not led us to make take a huge leap of faith, going from a two income family to a stay at home mom family, I would have never had the revelation of my position in Christ (Ephesians 2) and that my worth is all about Him (Galatians 1:10)... not to mention the daily blessings I am experiencing with my two princesses!

He really is all that and more. And if you hold on while things are breaking off…I promise, He offers living water, joy ... in the land of the living, and even better... into eternity!

I asked to be stripped…and when we, get down to nothin, He is still there…all powerful and mighty and He gets the glory cause there is no other explanation.

And living for His glory…I wouldn’t change a thing. That’s His point.

Psalm 27:13-14
13I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.
14Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.